★ Tahik
Ah cepatlaa 5.30. Excited nak jumpak Muzaffar dgan Adi ni. Dgan Acha skali. Heee, I miss everyone. Najwa Mansor, Muhd Ezzat yg hnsem tuuu. Nadzurah, Shafinas and Ajun. Hahaha, kesian, three of em terperangkap dkat KL. Wahaha kesiaaaann T,T

Okay whatever. Pergi Seqhomban. Fuh syok. Tgk drama Angah ( Nadzurah ) dgan Iqbal. Weh, both of em are fucking sweet. Sweet to death. Seriously. And pada saat itu, aku rindu dkat eheeem aku. HAHA, geli -,-

But seriously, tempat tu best. Mcam kampung sikit. Sejuk, aman damai. Dan menyebabkan aku asyik makan dan tidur. Ah, badan aku makin comel dan debab. Ah ah sakit hati bagaikan menokak besi. Okay tipu.

Okay skrg agak marah dkat TEH SUSU. Cilaka mung. Hg suruh buat confession hat entah whatsoever celaka. Hg suruh aku type, aku type la. Tetiba hg screenshot. Vavii ! Disebabkan marah, aku dgaq death metal ni. Illnath teruih. Mana metal teruk. Pehtuu part ' YOUUU FUCKINGGG LIARRRR! ' aku ulang bnyak kali. HAHA xD

Okay dia suruh aku type ' aku suka apat '. Aku saja jaa type mcmni

'Aku suka apat'.
'Okay geli'.
'Akuww shukeww apat'.

Macam ni okay? Then dia hbaq dia dh screenshot. Babi aku slalu careless. Then dia ugut aku. Klau tak buat apa yg dia suruh, dia nak post dkat wall. Daahhhhjeeeeee -..-
Mana aci dong. Hish. Ni nak meluat ni. Takpalah. Aku nak bunuh Ajum sat. Baiii ~

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★ Perbezaan :')
Aku tersgtlah bencikan perbezaan. Kalau boleh nak meronyokkan muka org hat dut beza2 aku dgan org len tuu. Grrr. Berua T.T

Tapi skrg, aku pulak nak bezakan diri aku dgan ex-girlfriend kepada boyfriend aku. Yeah, she's pretty gorgeous, very polite and sgt muslimah. Cantik :')
Okay skrg tgk aku pulak. Err, cantik pun dak, hodoh pun dak. Polite? Err, tak kot sbb aku jenih kureng laaa. Baik pun tidak sbb aku -,- Muslimah? Err, absolutely tidak. So the main point is. Why shud he forget her for someone like me? I'm nothing that good. I'm just nobody. And I guess that's the major why he didn't tell anybody about it. Takpaaa. Saya percaya awak sayang saya, tp saya tak pasti samada awak dh lupakan dia walaupun beribu kali awak ckap dh lupakan.

Aku tergugat. Sgt tergugat. Aku ordinary. Pandai pun dak. While ex dia, mmg superb, cantik dan pndai. Plus dia mmg sayang gila dkat ex dia tuu. Sayang smpai dia menangis sbb ex dia. Then dia ckap ' kalau sbb awak dk lg. Hahaha '. Taik hg. Aku dh laa layan dia kasaq gila. Aku risau sbb ni first time aku betui2 dgan laki. I just want things to work out. Aku mmg down gilaa. Teriak tu biasala. Mcam emo slut scene jaa aku rasa -,- But aku mmg kalau gduh dgan dia, aku snggup mengalah walaupun bukan salah aku. Aku tk pernah marah dia. Even dia chat dgan org lain pun aku takpaa. Sbb aku percaya pada jodoh dan takdir. Kalau dia jodoh aku, kena belah treler pun tak mati.

Aku bukan bodoh, aku try untk jd rasional. Aku try untk tolerate. Aku cuba untk tak jeles. Sbb dia pun mcmtuu. Bila keluaq dia hbaq aku kawan dia. Kawan2 laki dia ngorat. Dia ckap ikut hti mmg mati dh depa tuu. Tp dia sabaq. Dan aku pulak rmai kawan baik laki. Hehehe. Sorry laaa. Tapi, you own my love. Only you :)

Maybe you're not my first or second, but I'll make sure that you'll be my last. Sbb aku rmai sgt ex BF. Uncountable. Aku tk reti untk menolak. Hewhew. But serious aku tergugat dan sedih dan rasa down. Tapi Tuhan jnjikn kebahagiaan di setiap penderitaan kan. Aku percaya janji Dia. Aku sentiasa ada Dia. Dia sentiasa dengar aku. Sentiasa :')

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★ You :')
Kau ingt lg tak dgan aku? Still remember my face? My smile? My teeth that you like the most. My very brownish pair of eyes that kau nak cungkil2 tu? Do you miss me? Kalau laa aku boleh ulang balik masa. Akan aku ulang masa kau dgan aku happy. Walaupun time tu, DIA takda lg dlam hidup aku. Aku bahagia dgan kau. Tp kau seksa aku mcmni. Kenapa kau jahat sgt? Kau tahu tak aku tak pernah benci kau wlaupun kau lempang aku hrituu. Aku tahu, salah aku. Aku tak patut punch you at tha face. I'm sorry :'(

Do you remember all of your promises? Time kita kecik2 dluu. Kau janji nak kawin dgan aku time aku umur 25 if aku takda boyfriend. Oh manisnya :')

Raihan ; Kalau aku tak kawin by 25. You've to take place.
Rafeq ; Pardon me? Mcamne tu?
Raihan ; Kawin dgan aku nak? Sbb aku tau kau sayang aku. Kan? Kita kawin dua lah sng. Tak payah dah aku sibuk2 cri pkwe.
Rafeq ; Anything for you. Aku pun mcam nak single smpai mati je. HAHA. Okay, so jum janji. Kalau kau tkda BF or fiancee, I'll marry you :)
Raihan ; Muah, I love you :)

Tapi skrg, mcam hri2 jaa aku maki kau, kau maki aku. Hari2 kalau boleh kita nak bergaduh. Alasan kau, kau tak suka boyfriend aku. Rafeq, please, this is my first time being madly in love. Why does people always against me when I think thats the best for my own sake? Aku betul2 tak snggup nak hidup mcmni. Since aku umur 5 tahun, kau dah ada untk aku. So, skrg, I guess that, I shud get over it.

Bukan senang untk aku buang kau. Bukan senang untk aku lupa kau. You were then on my up and down, thick and thin. Where could I find someone like you? Someone that would die for my own sake. Someone that could always cheer me up whenever I'm not in a mood. Someone that could always tell me that I'm the most gorgeous girl alive. No one could make me feel that special. I miss you. Terribly I am. Aku kusut sgt skrg. Tlglah, bukan kau. Jgan laa mcam ni weh. Hurm :'(

'I'm just a weak me when you're not here. I'm just nothing when you're not here. If you love me, you won't be this way. I guess that its the end for our journey together :')'

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★ Happy Belated Birthday :)
*aku malas nak transfer gambaq. lalalala.

So on 18.12 we went out konon nak lepak2 jaa. Padahai dah mmg plan nak celebrate Nadzurah's birthday. Yada yada. Adi and Najwa mai rumah untuk pick us up. Then went to Pinat's place untuk suruh dia besiap cepat. Gila minah senget tuu lmbat. Dgan blow rmbut la apa laa. Haishh -,- Then Thank God, dia masuk rumah. So all of us kalut2 ubah tepung, teloq, pizza and kek masuk bonet kereta Pinat. HAHA xD And dia nak terkncing kot. Me and Pinat sibuk2 cari tepung lg. Sbb tak ckup. LALA and suddenly dia keluaq. Maka terjadilah dialog spontan. Ah malas nak cerita sbb pnjg lg.

Then call Jat hnsem kacak jambuuuu. Nak naik kereta dia. Yalaaa, kereta dia minyak slalu full kan ;) So dia suruh tggu dkat rumah Adi, lagipun nak amik Ahmad Muzaffar. Hewhew. So text la mat tu, then I know yg he's not in a good mood. Ambuii garang. Muka cengey gila jaa T.T takut mak! Then muka Jat smpai. Dgan renyih2. Dia dh hbaq dh, jgan bg Najwa duduk depan. Stg Najwa kacau pala dia. HAHA

Jat ; Weh hg duk blkg, stg hg kcau pala aku. Babi !
Najwa ; dak aku jnji aku duduk diam2. jnji !
Jat ; Tapi awak bila hg naik ja kereta aku cunggit? Babi diet la !
Najwa ; Mana tak cunggit pun. Berua hg tipu.

And so on. Gaduh laa depa dua. Aku bg kawin bru tahwan. Satu kereta pkat gelak dngaq dpa gaduh tp Apat diam jaa. Hurm, then I ask him why. Dia diam ja, pehtu dia okay sikit. Pehtuu gatai duk kenyit2 mata. Tmpaq tahwan ! *tapi aku pun sama jaa :P

Then smpai Aloq Staq. Lepak Gemilang. Then Najwa dgan braninya ajak naik Top Gun lepas makan. Okay kita skip. And sbenaqnya, Pinat dgan Ajun ni depa berlakon yg depa bergaduh. So takpalaa, tetiba Ajun ciao. Muka ketat ja. Then about 5 minutes later, Ajun mai dgan kek and pizza. Auw sweet. HAHA xD Angah mula laa drama nak menangis. Barua! MUAHAHA. Then Adi rakam video and stuff. Then dah sudah makan. Jalan kaki p kt Fun Fair tuu. Naik Top Gun. Najwa dh give up. Dia melawak jaa dia kata. Dia nak naik buaian pusing bodo tuu. Ajun katok pala dia. HAHA xD

Then dah siap beli token. Aku mestilaa duduk dgan Apat. HAHA xD Angah dgan Najwa, Ajun dgan Pinat. Jat dgan Adi hram tak naik pun -..-

Then time kat atas tu barua takdapat oxygen dan membuatkan aku sgt pening. Dan Apat mmg menjerit kuat2 ah. HAHA, aku dngaq sora Pinat, 'mama, kakak minx maaf. Huwaaa' Yg angah pulak 'takpa najwa aku ada weh aku ada'. HAHA xD Aku diam sbb aku ketaq perut. Jerit sikit2 jaa.

Dah hbis and turun tuu smua pakat mata merah. HAHA xD So terus balik and p tasik. Angah mcam suspicious sbb malam2 nak p tasik. HAHA xD Takpaaa, then Pinat tak boleh ikut sbb mak dia dh balik. T.T

Ohyeah dh smpai tasik. Awai tuu duduk dlam kereta. Sembang2 dluu sementara Ajun smpai. Angah pun mcam pelik ja. And Jat punya akai nak suruh angah turun, dia kata jgan duk ataih keta. Stg kena tngkp khalwat. Sbb kmi perpasang2an. Tapi tak couple pun. Ada satuu jaa couple atas keta ;)

Then muka Ajun smpai. Ajak angah turun smbang. Pehtuu p bisik dkat Najwa yg nak start dh, choyy ! HAHAHA. Angah tgh pgg phone. Mesej dgan BalJat dia ah tuu. Then Ajun teruih balik teloq kt angah. Pokkk ataih pala. Then aku pun baling. HAHA xD Angah jahat dia tarik tangan Apat. Skali dgan Apat kena. Ajun tuu mmg jahat tahap seyy ah. Dia ligan aku satu tasik tuu. Sakit kaki aku. Mmg dia tak dapat laa bila ligan aku. HAHA. Then Apat mai dekat, dia buat2 nak buang tepung, pokk dia baling. Jahat! Then masuk mata aku. Aku genyeh2, tgk2 Jat dgan Ajun duk senyum baik punya. Dia bubuh satu beg kat aku. Jat tlg ratakan tepung. Babeng! Mmg masuk mata, hidung, mulut dlam baju smua ah. Then Apat buang baju dia. Takut kotoq. Auww cekci -,- Then dia tau aku panaih kt dia. Dia mai pujuk. Dushh aku bubuh teloq ataih pala dia. HAHAHA xD

A few minutes later, van polis mai. Mana cuak pun. Ajun dgan Jat mmg dah slalu kena. Depa rileks jaa. Dia ckap jgan buat muka cuak. Buat bodo ja. Biaq dpa yg ckap. Okay, then polis tuu tnya buat apa la, mak tak marah ka, beletiaq sakan aihh. Then dia minx IC. Bg ja laa. Apat kata klau dia tak minx jgan bg. Then buat dunno. Just give it away. And dia tulis dlam rekod kot. Sbb nnti klau jd apa2 kat tasik, dia cri kmi semua. Trolol, mcam budak jahat jaa -,-

Then Jat pgg camera, dia marah. Dia jerkah suruh simpan. Thank God, takdak apa jd. Dia halau kmi balik. Jat muka bebai jaa. Sbb kereta dia mmg kotoq laa. Dgan teloq tepung smua ada. Padan muka. Then depa decide untk p rumah aku. Whatever, bukak ayaq sbb nak basuh keta. Aku geram, aku bg Ajun 'mandi' then dia cerok dkat smua org.

And Apat kan lari laju, so dia tak basah sgt laa. Dia jerit kuat2. 'Yeye pungkoq aku tak basah. Tulaa Jone, pungkoq hg besaq sgt tk larat ligan aku'. Takpaa, lepas tuu saja laa. Aku umpan dia. Duk tgk sembang dgan aku and Ajun dri blkg peluk dia and juruih dia mandi. MUAHAHA. Padan muka hang. Bising lg ! Then semua kena mandi. Semua basah. Semua seksi. Semua tak lawa dah.

Then dah lepas kering sikit, Najwa ajak balik. Then depa balik laaa. Huhu, sedihnyewp. Then Apat dungu tuu sempat lg tolak pala aku. Pehtuu dia ckap, stg mandi tidoq! Okay? Then time nak nek keta tuu, dia dgan gatainya mengenyit mata. HAHA xD Bg elok sikit. Tumbuk bru tau! Then aku kesian, balaih p laa. Then buat galak sikit, flying kiss. Muahaaha. Then Jat pun gatai, nak kenyit2 mata jugak. Hee, suka. Tergoda. Mcam nak ajak kawin jaa.

Okay mmg pnjg tahap barua. Whatever. Byee muah <3
Happy Belated Birthday Nadzurah :)

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★ Farah Azwani :)
Thanks baby, for the blog post. I'm speechless right now. Didn't expect it from you or anybody. HAHA, its funny when you said that you idolize me. Whatta? HAHA, eventho' we ain't that closed, but I miss you. Totally. You can tell me. You can always do. I'll be a good listener and thats a promise :)

You know, I kinda shock when you still supporting me. Aww, that is fucken sweet. I wish that we're still cool, like before. I swear to God I miss you damn much. If you got time, tell me everything. I'll be a good mate :)

And I couldn't wait to tell you about everything thats goin on :')
And again, thanks, I'm touched by it :) Muah :*

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★ Gomen ne.
*celaka tak boleh pilih tulisan. Ni nak meluat ni !

Okay whatever.
So lets go :)
On hari apa tah tak ingat. Aku BBM Sean, wanna meet him badly. Suddenly, gila babi mana entah msj aku. Dahlaa talking crap about me and make me cry T.T *i'm a cry baby :(
And Sean said yg dia dh smpai. Then aku pun naik lah kereta dia. And I cry. He ask me why. Muka anxious cuak semua ada. HAHA xD

Sean ; Did your boyfriend cheated on you?
Me ; Geleng diam seribu bahasa smbil menangis.
Sean ; Jum kite pergi rumah die. Mati ah that guy !
Me ; *Aku genggam lengan dia dgan kuku. Sakit hati !
Sean ; Dah whats goin on baby? Huh? Tell me. I dngar.
Me ; *gave him my phone and show him those filthy messages.
Sean ; Jum kite pergi tasik. Jantan ni mati !

And dah smpai tasik. Mmg tak lama laa. Sbb rumah aku dkat. Tp tggu Rafeq dulu. Aku pun taktau mcamna dia ada kt sini. Hurm then dia smpai. Yada2 aku rindu dia. Terus tngkp peluk terus ah. MUAHAHA, si gemukk ! He called me that -,- actually, i had a fight with him tp mmg slalu act like nuthin happen. That brotha is so cool! Then pergi dkat tmpt mat2 tak guna sial babi !

Sean ; So yg mana satu yg minat awek aku *and pointed at me.

Then laki tuu mai. Then buat muka cekang. Sean mmg panas baran dan super tough !

Sean ; *dia cekak kolar laki tu and said* Jangan kacau awek aku!
Him ; Sukahati aku. Dia ni aku suka lama dah. Tp belagak juai mahai. Ptuihh!

Sean hit his head. Fuck, he's fucking brave T,T

And geng2 mat tuu start nak tabuh Sean and Rafeq. Perghh mmg Sean cool tahap mcb!

Then aku malas nak cerita, mesti la Sean menang ! Heee, terharu sbb ada org buat cmtuu untk aku but my boyfriend touching sbb tak hbaq kt dia. Dia nak tau jugak. Hurm, dah lepaih dah pun weh! :P

Then I don't fucking know why, Rafeq started to piss off when he read all of my messages with AM and belek2 gmbaq aku and AM. He started to talk shit about AM and made me pissed off to death. And aku yelled at Sean to pull over the car. Aku turun dari kereta, hempas pintu kuat2 and aku bukak pintu Rafeq. I can see that his face started to look pale and scared. And I pulled his hand out of the car. And started to shout at his fucken face. Okay blabla2 bertengkaq.

Then aku taktau mcamna. Aku ter ter ter baran sat *yeah aku seorg yg panas baran mcam ayah aku tapi aku still boleh control* Aku tertumbuk dia. And mulut dia pecah. Ya Allah, aku buat apa ni* I said to myself. And Rafeq muka bengang tahap dewa. And Sean keluaq dri kereta sbb dngaq Rafeq tendang kereta dia. And Rafeq duduk smbil menangis geram + marah + sedih + terharu.

Rafeq ; You know why I hate him that much?! YOU KNOW WHY???!
Me ; Kau tak ckap mana aku nak tahu. Aku minx maaf. *and aku sentuh muka dia. Then dia tepis marah. Hurm
Rafeq ; I'm afraid of losing you. I liked you, I loved you, I cared about you, nak apa lg?
Me ; So sudden. kenapa tak pernah ckap before this? Why now? Why me?
Rafeq ; Aku sayang kau, I fancy you dumb ass. Lelaki ckap bohong bila dorg rapat dgan kau and takdak perasaan lansung dkat kau! Bohong lah !
Me ; So what should I do?
Rafeq ; Get the shit out of my life. *and dia terus ciao p dkat kereta dia.

Aku tak pasti berapa panjang kita nak bergaduh. Aku tak pasti smpai bila kau nak berangin dgan aku. Aku tak pasti apa perasaan aku dkat kau. Minx maaf sgt2. Aku tak boleh. I missed you. Aku sayang kau dan kau pun tahu aku tkkan tinggalkan kau. Tapi kau still tamak. Tak ckup lg dgan apa yg aku dh buat. Fine then. Aku nak go away from your life. Till then, BYE!

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★ Congratulation :)
Well firstly, Happy Birthday to Wafi and Sean. Have a blast guys :)

Okay, last night was the best night for Siti Nurnadzurah and Muhammad Iqbal Edzaad. Heee, after 5 years of break up, they're together again. How sweet. And she almost burst to tears. Okay agak panas becuz dia kacau aku time tgah tidoq. Shit, so here we go :)

Dush *bunyi angah bukak pintu
Angah ; Baby baby babyyy! Woi tidoq kaaa? Bbbbbb mai tgk ni *smbei suara eksaited
Me ; Apedia weh apedia? *suara terkejut.
Angah : she grab my hand to the computer and she show me the conversation between her and him.
Me ; Ya Allah, aku mimpi kaa? *smbeii tmpaq2 pipi
Angah ; began to smile and almost cry

Aku a bit of excited and happy and touched. Hey, they're so sweet. Okay? And the way he ask for a further relationship is cute you know. Angah waited him for 5 years. Full of tears and anxious. And no one could understand how happy she is. I'm glad becuz both of you are back again. And becuz I'm so excited, I call my sayanggg ( Apat ) to like their relationship status. HAHA xD How awesome :)

Eventhough I'm kinda jealous of those two, but again I'm glad. Thank you Allah. Alhamdullilah :')
I can see that she's madly in love cuz she keep smiling without a fine explanation. Heee, and I hope that both of you last forever. Cepat kawin okay? Me wants niece/nephew. Hurry up. Sbb kalau nak tggu baby, lmbt lg :)
HAHA, okay and please be happy, always. Every relationship mesti ada perbalahan kan? So, baby harap both of you dh tak break lg. Muah, I love both of you. Semoga saling melengkapi <3

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★ Freak out ~
Ah takdak gmbaq or whatever on Earth. Mom and Dad, please, stop being this way. I don't get it. Why?! Arghhh, this fucking issue is ......

But whatever, thanks to my dearest girl, Amani Rozahani :)

I love you baby, thanks sbb hg sntiasa ada dgan aku even thick and thin. I love you so much. Eventho' aku bnyak buat bnda tak senonoh, hg still ada untk aku. Hg tak pernah pandang aku serong pun. Dan hg snggup luahkan sgalanya. Aku syg hg smpai mati. Aku tau, BFF aku smua pakat lari. Tapi aku tau, hg takkan lari :)

Aku jnji akan cuba untk jd yg terbaik. Aku jnji yg aku tkkan tnggaikan hg walau apa pun terjadi. Hg lg penting dri BF aku. Serious, aku perlukan hg. You always there when I need you the most. You know that I would never meet someone that is better than you. Fosho man ! You're my best friend till my heart stop beating. Thanks for always being a good listener and also thanks for always giving me lot of advise. Even sometimes your words are sharper than the bullets. But I know that you love me.

Dari darjah empat smpai skrg. Aku bngga ! Hehehe. Thanks weh. Thanks sbb slalu ada untk aku. Aku mmg taktau nak balas mcamna :) But serious nnti aku nak bwak hg lari. Jum kita duk dua laa. HEHE xD You're the best girlfriend everrr ! <3

Forever love, Ainnur Amani Rozahani but I called her as Kae :) <3


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★ Height
I hate it when you're being sexy. Ah, I couldn't stand it. Why can't you just be normal. Okay I love you. Dammit, I couldn't get enough of you. Muah :*

Okay, everyone is kinda shock when they meet me in real life. Becuz I'm extraordinary short. Whatever. I don't have the power to change it. But I try to wear heels but it looks the same for me -..- Shizz hah? But whatever. Being short is not a crime right? Plus I looks cute *ayat nak sejukkan hati yg panas tak suam lagi.

But short didn't mean I couldn't kick your ass :)
So don't try me. Maybe awak rasa saya manis dan baik dan manja dan jugak mengada. But I could break all of your fucken teeth :) Dah tak payah nak jumpak dentist kalau nak cabut gigi. Sila call saya yaaa. But I hate it when every time my boyfriend say that I'm stronger than him. I'm not. I'm still weak, weak without you. Whatever.

The main point is, even if I'm way smaller than you, I'm way fabulous fascinatingly awesome Rei. I'm small but I'm strong enuff to kick your fucking ass. So don't mess up. I'm not in the mood :)

P.S ; I love you and yes I want to be with you for the rest of my life, my only baby, Kwon Ji Yong. Please be mine. I don't want to be your number 1. I just wanna be your only one. I want you and would always be you. There's no guy could replace you. Muah :*

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★ Prankstar
Hello to my dearest Prankstar. Okay I know that you guys would read this. Well I miss you guys the most :')

I'm sorry for things that I've spoken. I shouldn't say it. You know that I love him and you guys just easily mess up. I don't love D. Not at all. Even a single shit. I won't be with him all over again. I don't lick for what I've spitted. Thats all. I never been in this kind of thing. Being this Rei. No, I felt so miserable. I hate this mess. I have to choose between two - my homie, or the love of life. You guys always ask me what is so special about him. Its something that I can't find in other guys that I've been dating with. He's simply not like D. Seriously!

Rafique, we've been together since 5 and you just left me this way? What type of person are you?! Dammit, you didn't even cared of my feeling. I thought that you were different. Seriously, I'm frustrated of you. You treat me like a slut. You even give me the most annoying smirk. I hate it. But even you hurt me that bad, I still couldn't hate you. I'm too weak. Too weak to face you guys. I'm not the one who throw you out. You are the one! If this is what I've to face in order to be with him, I'LL DO IT! WITHOUT REGRET!

When I need someone to talk to, I know that I've lost it all. Everybody is leaving me behind. You guys got everything that you want, so whats the point of being with me? Right? I cry all night long. Wishing that everything is just a nightmare. Wishing that you won't say that such of thing. Wishing that this would never happen. Wishing for a stronger Rei. Wishing that everybody is here. There's nothing could describe this pain. There's nothing could make me feel any worst. Losing a good friend is way awful than losing my own pride. Everything that we've been thru is not worth it if this is the end.

I know that you guys dislike him. But I don't care. I need him. If this is selfish then tell me what the fuck are you?! This is not the way we should end it all up. I love him with all my heart. His love is like oxygen. Its not the gravity, its him. Its like a magnet. I couldn't leave him. I won't give the shit up. I don't care. I know whats best for my own self. I've grown up. I know how to take a good care of my own self. So you, just shut the fuck up. You're not even there when I need you. He was there to cheer me up. To lend me his shoulder. He bring the happiness along. His smile is love. Obviously that I couldn't live on without him. He's my happiness. I need him now forever and always. No one could understand me.

Maybe awak semua akan ckap 'Ah, after this bila dia break dgan laki tuu dia mesti cari ktorg. Sbb belum tntu laki tuu jodoh dia'. Well nobody knows. Kerja Tuhan kan? So right now, I could only try to make him mine. To be with him at worst or anything. To be patient when it comes about his ego. To be a good listener when he's in a mess. Believe me, I know whats best for me :)

P/S ; I'm sorry for everything. I know that I shouldn't leave Prankstar. I'm sorry. I love you guys to death <3

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★ Okay, finally ~
Mmg boyfriend aku kali ni tak sweet but whatever. I love him for what he is :)
Aaaa, finally, he did replied my words. Okay, aku touching. HAHA xD Dah laa tak pernah nak balas bila aku karang ayat pnjang. Dem. Sakit hati. But kali ni, aku terasa aww aww aww <3

'I would hold you in my arms forever . i love you more than everything'


Okay dupdapdupdap. Haha. I could feel my heartbeats racing. I could feel the sweat. Arghh nervous. Sbb ni first time dia ckap bnda mcamni. I just love it. Every word that he spoke is love. Mungkin orang lain akan ckap 'Ahh dia ni ciwi laaa, BF aku lg sweet'. Ah lantak, you're just jealous. He's not your boyfriend. He's mine :)

Eventho awak macam malu kapel dgan saya, saya tak kisah sbb I would never be ashamed of you. I need you and I love you. I'm proud of loving you. Everything that is about you is my perfection.

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★ B o r i n g ~
I'm fasting today so I'm kinda tired. Last makan on 4. Well not exactly 4. 3 something. Didn't wake for Sahur. Well, that's great, really. But whatever :) Have to go on~

Okay ada budak putih tinggi lawa badan macam Megan Fox suruh aku update. So tadaaaa, aku dah update. Menatang suprais apa hg nak hbaq. CB aku menunggu mcam org gilaa. Arghhh, tell me bout it bitch ! Me wanna know tooo.

I love you Amanii <3 Love youuu a lot :*

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★ Update skin.
so,this is your late birthday skin surprise.Hope you happy with it,although I messed up the GD layout a bit .___.
So happy coupling eh.

-Amani.

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