★ Aida didi dudu.
Aku minx maaf sbb post aku hat td semacam aku kta kt hg. Tapi dan tapi dan tapi, SUMPAH CEK OI AKU TAK KATA KT HG. Jangan duk belajaq perasan sgt. Aku dedicated this post to you. Kiki. Sbb stg aku tkut hg silap paham pulak. Nayalah aku kan? Hehehe, whatsoever, jaaaa. I love you baby Breeze. Thanks for always gossiping with me. Best wishes for our PMR. Sayang awak cik Aida Syafiqah Bt. Mohd Khairuddin. Anak cikgu Wan Rosnani tercintunn. HEHE xD Byeee wakk !

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★ To Dearest Umi Fatimatuz Zahraa Bt. Abd. Shukor.
I am insanely, madly, dramatically and whatsoever on baby Earth, piss the shit off. Kenapa everytime hang ada kawan baru hang akan tnggai aku again and again. What am I to you? As a friend who needed the most when you're in pain? Hah?! Why do you keep being like this? Where am I in your heart? Bila hang rasa nak, hang cari. Bila takmau, hang belah.

Hang kata kat Aida yang dia tnggai Afini bila ada Firdaus, semacam laa hang. Cuma hang tk tnggai aku sbb laki, hang tnggai aku sbb Pini. But seriously, kmi tk pernah marah hampa. Bukan salah hmpa. Totally naive :) But hang Umi, tah laa. Macam2 aku rsa dh ni; Mad, Angry, Tired, Sick, Pathetic, Lunatic, Hopeless, LOSER ! Aku bukan apa, AKU TERASA BAGAI KUCING KURAP LAPAQ PENYEPAK >,<

Hang tau apa? Hang takkan tau mcamna aku rsa sbb hang bukannya penah kesah pasai aku. Punya pasai aku laa aku nak post apa kat BLOG aku. Hang ingt hang sorg jaa bleh buat terok kat blog? Aku boleh jugak laa wei. Mungkin org hat bca ni akan kata yg aku ni perangai hawaq sbb snggup tulis mcmni kt kawan dia. But, those assholes know nothing. Not-a-thing ! We've been BFF since in Form1. Probably, hang cemuih dgan aku. Sng ja laa kan nak buang :) Sapalah aku kat hang. Aku tk memenuhi itu dan ini dan apa2 :)

Aku cumalah Raihan, that ordinary girl who use the same road to school. I am me. Definitely, me :) An average kid who know nothing. You won't ever be happy with me. Won't. We won't gonna be the same. Apa2 hal pun hang kongsi dgan Afini. Aku ni apa laa sgt. Tkkan paham sbb hidup aku tk se-happy hang. Hang rasa aku jahat sbb aku tk ikut hg solat dan aku tk pakai tudung mcm hg. Umi, aku sesungguhnya ada hati dan perasaan. I am the person who always get hurt even a small shit ass thingy. Aku mungkin tk solat dpan hang. Tp, hang bukan 24/7 ada dgan aku. You don't know me. Obviously nope.

Dulu, susah senang bersama. Tp skrg, susah bersama senang tunggang langgang. Hurmmm. But again, I AM DEFINITELY NOT BEING MAD AT YOU AFINI NABILAH BT. ABD. HADI. Sbb totally, hampa tk buat apa kt kmi. Tp kmi sgtlah terasa sbb hmpa usha kmi semacam. Hurmm. Just Umi, stop pretending. Say it loud if you really hate me cuz I really don't give even a single FUCK. Sbb aku dh redha dgan semua. What comes around goes around. I can't stop it. Stop saying bad words behind me. Why don't you attack me as you did to Aida and DekQah. Sesungguhnya td mmg aku nk p tnya apa msalah hg. Okay?

P,S ; Sorry readers, aku tk berniat nk bukak aib. Tp, ni blog aku. Life aku, klau tak suka silalah katup mata bilang 1,2,3 dan close tab. Sekian :)

XOXO,
Rei BD :)

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★ B o s a n l a a a
    Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
    -Yeah :) I smile like alwaysss ~

    Tell me why you like the last song you listened to?
    - Because it meant a lot to me :)

    What color are your eyes?
    - Technically, brown :D

    Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
    - On Mom's couch ~

    How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
    - I'm sorry? Ask me later? xD

    What would your name be without the first three letters?
    - Han?

    Last thing you touched not computer-related?
    - Idk, i forgot :D

    What colors are you wearing right now?
    - White, purple, and black !

    You currently in a fight with someone?
    - With my lil bro and bunch of stupid idiots

    Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew?
    - I don't remember :)

    Do you have an older brother?
    - I don't have any, too bad :)

    Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
    - Yeah, cuz everyone that I loved are being silly :)

    Do you look at the keyboard when you type?
    - No, I constantly know it without even looked at it :)

    What are you listening to right now
    - Breathe Carolina, The Dressing Room <3

    Do you laugh a lot?'
    - Yeahh, the laugh gas is everywheree ~

    Are you ticklish?
    - Ahaha, hell yeah man !

    What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
    - I don't have any. Maybe, he/she had gone :'(

    Have you ever been on a boat?
    - Hahaha, always :)

    Last person you gave a hug to?
    - My lil Bro !

    Tell me about the shirt/shirts you’re wearing?
    - Err, black, white, purple and shinyy !

    When you are home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
    - Fo sho, NO ! Hee ~

    Do you have plans for today?
    - I planned to sleep all day long ! Weee ~

    When is the last time you took a nap?
    - Just now xD

    What was on your mind most today?
    - Muhammad Firdaus B. Fauzi?

    Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
    - Nah, I rarely talk about it cuz I'm a good listener ~

    What instant messaging service do you use?
    - Blank !

    How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?
    - I am certainly not fucking sure :D


    End :D

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    ★ Stress out ~

    Q1: Tick the right choice.

    a) I am a Student ^^

    b) I am an Employee

    c) I am Self-employed

    d) I am looking out for a job

    e) None

    Q2: How often are you stressed out?

    a) Never

    b) Rarely

    c) Sometimes ^^

    d) Frequently

    e) Always

    Q3. If you are a student, why do you feel stressed out?

    a) Excessive coursework

    b) Examinations ^^

    c) Placements

    d) Peer pressure ^^

    e) Relationships ^^

    f) Problems at home

    g) Others ^^

    Q4. If you are an employee, please tick the reasons for stress.

    a) Career

    b) Job

    c) Problems at home

    d) Relationship

    e) High expectations


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    ★ Rusty
    I am terribly sad to death cuz I am not even there when you're fighting with, when you're technically dying. I am sorry. I am such a bad-ass rider. I couldn't be the best for you. We didn't have time to win any of it together. I am so sorry. I couldn't take the medal of us together. I wish that I couldn't participate in SUKMA with you. But everything is just too late.

    You know that nothing could even replace you. You know that you meant the world to me. Even dad said that he would bought me another Arabs, but I couldn't replace you. Never Crabby Rusty Pie. Even death takes you away from me, but my love towards you won't ever be replaced. Its all about you and me. But you've left me alone in this pathetic world that full of lies. Tears couldn't bring you alive. I can't do a thing. I love you Rusty, you meant the world for me. You couldn't be replaced cuz you were so damn special. I will be a vet so I could save the animals. So that none of the animal's lover will feel this bad :')

    I will work hard for this. I will, cuz I want to prove you that I can ! I love you :( And now, I couldn't cuddle with you again. And I couldn't bite ur ass again. I couldn't kiss you anymore :'(

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    ★ LOL, I miss you?
    I am blogwalking and suddenly, I saw this motherfucker blog and he talks about me. He said that I'm used to be his ex-GF and I left him cuz I got a new BF. Ceh, I don't even know you. Seriously, who the heck are you. I am so in your fantasy world cuz I really don't know you. Heh dude, why don't you find a REAL GIRL and date her. Why are you using me as your GF? It sounds really funny you know. HAHA. And like everyday, you post about me. About how much you love me and how we met. Wakakaka, nice oneee. Luckily I found it by myself. If my BF saw this I know that he gonna be mad as shit. HAHA, okayyy, have to goo :) Byeees
    Rei BD <3

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    ★ Bish
    Okay, I am updating this blog cuz someone ask me too. AHAHA, orang nak cerita dia tkmau dngar. So bca laa kat sni as you wish :)

    Okay, yeah, I am gettin' sick and pretty tired of her bitchy attitude. She started to be a jerk again. She act that she's the only who knows about religion that much. Heh, I am tired of her, Oh daddy, next year, I wanna be transferred to anywhere. Kekek, I prefer KL cuz I could meet you like everydayy. Weee, I love youuu. And to whom that know about this, I hate her like fucking terribly damn much. She always proud of herself and she thinks that shes the only one who can do that and this. I hate her cuz a lot of things. She always mess up. Lalalala, takmau ckap bnyakk :P
    Babai readers <3
    Rei BD <3

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    ★ Where you can find me :)
    Okayy, header takdak kena mengena :)

    Seriously, most of my friends didn't know how to make sure that I will be fine. They talk so so so damn sukahati sukababi. Okay, serious. Why can't you take a good care of this little piece of feeling? Why can't you? I am your bestfriend, is it that hard? Talk in a motionlessly, talk in a good way. Be more appreciate. Aku pun ada hati okay?

    What I hate the most when people talk about aurat and stuff. This is fucking betol meh. You know that I'm not wearing tudung but you said that 'orang tak pakai tudung memalukan Islam'. WTF? Is that necessary? Well, think twice before you spill it out. Yada Yada, you're my BFF but lately, you keep hurting me deep inside. What a moron have you been? I can't accept this shit lagi. I am a normal humann that have ambition and heart. But makin berlembut makin menjadi. Okay, I'm not like an angel like you. I am truthfully not. Even a piece of it. I can't beat you when it comes about akidah. You know that, but you let keeping me down. Always. Tah laa, aku nak pindah. Seriously, no one would care.

    You always talk like you're good. You always put the blame on other macam you're an angel. Okay you tutup aurat and sembahyang penuh but if you keep hurting you friends, still didn't NICE. Cuz God have said that the people who respect others are real NICE. So skrg, jgan slalu pkiaq kita baik sbb kita baik dgan Tuhan. Tapi dgan kawan-kawan? Macamna pulak kan? Pkiaq laa, jgan main hentam keromo lepaih lepaih. Okay it ends here

    ' Lets befriend till 12. Lets leave this shit here and start a new life :)'

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    ★ Ahmad Zabidi B. Md. Zain
    Hai awokk. HEHE, ini abah saya. Dato' Capt Haji Ahmad Zabidi B. Md Zain. Heh, daddy, someday, B nak jd mcam daddy. Hurmm >,<

    You're the best father everr. Thanks for everything that you have spend for me. Thanks for always being concern about me. Thanks and thanks. A lot of thanks for giving me Rusty. And I love Rusty. I wanna be you. I admire you a lot. A successful anak melayu :) I'm always proud of you. I love you so much. You inspired me. I love the fact that you're my father. Alhamdullilah, for having you as my dad. I'm proud when everytime I write my name, you would be on the back of me. Its like you're always supporting me. No matter what happen, no one could replace you in my heart. You're the best and I hope that one day, I could meet a guy that is like you. A handsome man, sweet, rich(?), and stuff. Abah, I know that you love me. But lately, you're too busy of work and stuff. Please take care of yourself. You know that everyone, your family will always support you from your back. No matter how hard this life is, I thanked God cuz I always have you, Mum, Kakak, Boy, Angah and US. I know that the arbitration is killing you. But don't worry, as you say ' Susah dulu, nnti senang, bahagia' :)

    Thnks dad, I won't stop from praying for your happiness. I hope that you're being fine. I miss you. I hope that we could meet often like before. No matter where you are, I won't stop loving you. Byee abah <3

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    ★ My man !
    Hell-o. Meet my super duper mann. Kahkah. That guy in grey okay? Hahahha, saja syok2 bubuhh gmbaq ni. Sbbb muka dia nmpak aku. Kurang skit kebesaqnan hidung. Hahaha, okay, sat nak romantik. Sila sediakan tisu dan ketoqq. HAHA xD

    Okay, he's my exBF and we started it again on 3rd of July. I love himm. He's everything and something. I adore everything about him cuz bla bla blaa. Hehehe, he's too sweet. You're totally mine. I hope that we last forever. I am so into you. Thanks for always supporting. You always amaze me. You're so good at taking my times. You're my music, my super duper addiction. You're like a nicotine to a smoker. But I am not a smoker nor a drug addicts. Everytime you're with me, I could feel the beats run faster and faster. Since then, I know that you're the one. You're the coolest guy I would ever loved to be with. I love you for what you're. No matter what you become, you'll always be my priority. I don't want to be your number one, but I want to be your only one. Heeee, your words always melt me. Boy, don't play with my heart. Cuz I'm so into you. I've fall for that eyes. That eyes that always convince me.

    P.S ; Jgan kacau dia. Dia anak dara saya. Kacau dia, awak mati. Hahaha, I love himm as much as I love myself :D

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