Okay, what a day. Today is a mess. I miss you, CAPITAL D ! Did you miss me as I do? No? I guess so. Heyy, I'm talking to myself again. I'm a maniacc. Err, okay. I've to forget you no matter what. I have to. I don't to be with you. Please. Forget me and I'll forget you at the same time. You've to accept her cuz I've no time for you. I'm totally busy and I guess I could forget you. Hurm, I hope so. I want you to get the hell out from my life. I can't be with you. I hate youu. You've cheat on me, TWICE ! There's no more reason for me to be with you. Give me a reason to believe you for one more time. I guess you've no reason this time. Aight? I'm so sad. I'm totally sad. What with you pigg? How could you do that such of things towards me? I hate youu to death. I hate youu. I've cried all day because of you ! You're dead cuz I'll never forgive you as I did before. It's a big mistakes. D, you're nothing~
Okey, I've piss off just now. But Alesya ask me to join her. And I answered her " Err, B maleh laa. B tk lqat. Nk p mna?" and she answered me back " Umm, Aca nk beli komik. Klau b tkmai tkpa lah". Then I yell at her" Hah? Komik? Okey, dlam 15 min B siap. Kita ciao sama2 nah?" haha. I'm sad+angry+not in a mood but when I heard she said about BUYING NEW COMICS then I started to smileee. Yehaaa, Helios makes me happy again. Kaoru, I love youuu. You're the most awesome cartoonist I've ever met. Yooooo. Toma Rei, I lovee youuu too. When I'm not in a good mood, I'll ride a horse or reading a new comics. It makes me feel better than before. HAHA xD . I've to bought the Helios. I want them all. I want a new one. The old one already destryoed by a cookie monster. His name is Muhd. Nasri Hani. Erghh, I hate youuu. *Hg mqah kt aku hbeh komik aku hg kebaih. Budak ni kan. Aku mkan hg stgi teqiak kot. Sel btui hg ni. Dhlaa aku ckap hg lmbt tngkap. Blurr btui hg ni. Hg kenaa gnti Helios (Eclipse) aku balikk. Aku hbaq kt abah stgi. Pdan muka hg laa budak. Haih* Okayy, thts fo my lil brooo. No matter what, I want my Helios back. I have to buy them all. Weee :D
I'm a failure. Aku terlalu percayakan dia dan kepercayaan tuu mkan aku balik. Babi. Even 1 day aku bersama dia tpi aku still rsa sedih sbb aku mmg syg dia sgt2. Goshhh, why? Why did I fall for him? I believe him as hell. I know that I shouldn't believe him that much but I'll never regret of my decisions of loving you. Never. Aku syg hg dan yg ni jaa hg buleyy bgi. Tkpalaaa, aku sentiasa redha dgan apa yg Allah bgi kt aku even benda tu buruk. Klau ygg tuu terbaik, aku cuma ikut jaa. Aku hrap hg tk menyesai dgan apaa yg hg bwt. Even aku rsa mcam Bahhhbieee. Tpi aku rsa aku okey kot stgi. Pedih gilaa hati aku. Sakit jugak rasanya even one day. Aku akn lupakan hg. *Aku hrap bnda ni terjadi.* Klau aku meraung pun bukan hg dengaq. Klau aku suicide pun hg kesah? Dak kut noh. Tulaaa, you're in rush when you ask me for a further relationship. Aku serik dgan perasaan ni. Dh bnyak kali aku sedih sbb bnda ni. Apa aku dpat? Sakit hati kot. Aku terasa teramat bodoh. Bodoh bangang bengap suma adaaa. Tahniah untuk Raihan sbb tk penah berjaya dlam menatang tahyul ni. Pesanan aku untuk hg, " Lain kali klau tk bermaksud, jgan katakan sbb hg mungkin akn sakitkan hati org. Jgan pentingkan rupa paras dan hartaa sbb yg tuu tk menjamin bahagia".

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Okay, now I'm totally piss off. You're no one and I mean it yaw. Okay, I have to write in Malay this time. Sorry :( Gomen ne.

Okey, agak celaka hg tau. Hg tk pkiaq kaa perasaan Wafi bila hg dok pngkah2 dya? Apa masalah hg la neyy? Hg sapa nk mrah2 aku? Hg laki aku ka? Pukimak weh. Aku mmg dh mluat hg. Sgguh aku ckap aku mmg mluat hg tahap babi laa. Nseb laa kwan2 aku dh squh aku lupakan hg dan ternyata lpas aku lupakan hg, aku jmpak laki yg far way better dri hg. Jgan salahkan Wafi sbb aku tk trima hg. Aku nk trima hg dlu. Tpy bila aku tgk hg dgan pmpuan tuu. Aku jdy meluat tahap babi dan babi. Mngkin hg slalu nmpak aku sbagai REI YG SLALU GELAK. Tpy aku still ada hati dan perasaan. Aku tk pueh hati bilaa hg dok pngkah2 Wafi sbb hg tk dpat aku and sbb hg qasa Wafi tuu BF aku. FYI shitass, dya bkan BF aku dan aku pun malaeh nk ulang bebanyak kali. Dya kwan aku dan dya ngan aku kamcing. Hg pham? Jgan dok jdy celaka sgt. Pkiaq sama perasaan org. Yah, aku ex Wafi dan tk semestinya kmi kena jdy musuh. Aku baik ngn dya sbb dya slalu jga perasaa aku dan dya slalu bwt aku gelak. Bila aku msj ngn hg, aku tk rsa se-syok aku ber-msj ngn Wafi. Klau aku ada masalah, Wafi org pertama yg akn aku bgytau or dya akn tau sndqi. Aku kwan ngn dya jaa laa lahanat. Aku paneh hg tau dk ngn attitude hg. Even duduk dlam bilik yg sejuk pun taleh nk bwt aku sejuk. Aku tau hg samseng pa smua. Aku tau hg neyy ganas giloo. Aku tk kesah sbb klau hg nk belasah aku pun tkpa. Aku kesah apa? Tpy aku nk hbaq laa, ganeh hg tuu tk teqa mna. Hg jeles sbb kt FB dpa dok ejek Wafi "KEREIAN". Aku qasa cam aku dh explain jaa kt hg. Hg nk jeles jugak, lntak p. Aku ni bkan jenih nk mrajuk2 tk psai2. Aku jgak bkan jenih nk bersabaq. Sbb aku mmg tkdak msa untk tuu. Jgan smpai aku bwt hingaq jaa kt skolah. Don't mess-up with me. I'm totally piss off cuz you've talk shit about someone that I really cared and loved. I hate you and I do mean it. Stop talking shit about others cuz its not good. Hg nk pngkah, meh laa pngkah aku. Aku pun reti aih. Tkat nk pngkah-memangkah neh, meh cqi aku. Aku suka sgt bnda ni. Aku tk kesah psal hal dlu2. Aku dh lupakan pun. Dan aku tau, hg ni jenih hngat2 taik ayam jaa. Sat mau kt aku, sat bwt tk qeti. Aku pun penin pkiaq psai hg. La neh aku dh bwt keputusan, aku akn cqi cntaa bqu yg btui2 sesuai dgan aku dan sekepala ngan aku ! Aku minx, hg berenti ckap bnda bebukan psai Wafi sbb aku syg dya lebih dri sgala2. Dya kwan yg terbaik aku penah jmpak. Aku tk kesah hmpa nk gosip2 psai aku ngan dya sbb aku ni jenih tk heran org nk ckap apa2 pun psai aku. Jnji hmpa tk bwt bgy org yg aku syg sedih. Tpy la neh, hg dh bwt Wafi terlukaa. So, deal with it MR!
Got that FOOL? You better leave me cuz I'm ain't intrested in you, ANYMORE :)

*Sorry for the harsh word that I've wrote in this blog. I'm totally piss off. Sorry ne~
I hate when a girl stare at me upside down. Whts with you? Any problem with me? Wanna pick a fight with me? Ahhh, I went to a night market with a bunch of crazayy people and people always stare us upside down like we're a snack. Grrr, thts fuckin' scary. HAAAA. We know that we're the hottest but, ahaa, nvm.*perasann* Umm, Alexandre Evans, you're right. Haters make me famous. HAHA. Girls, you're lucky cuz I'm walkin' with my mom. If I'm alone or with my sisters by myside, I'll yell at your ears. Fosho~ I'm a bad tempered person so you better watch your language. Don't tell me that you're jealous of Ahmad Zabidi's daughther. BHAHA xD Err, one more thing. Yeah, I love to tell lies so don't believe in me :) Go ahead and face that guy by urself cuz I've remind you about him but you didn't believe me. Haaa, after you talk something bad about me and now you're asking for my hand. No more. I'm sorry cuz I don't know you~ There's no benefits for helping that such of person like you. You never thanked me at all so I'm sorry babee~
She've betrayed me. I'm sad. I belive her so fuckin' damn much and she did this towards me? How could you? You're my BFF, and I feel free to talk to you about any shitest thing that I've to face. But, you spread bad thing about me. You keep talkin' bad about me to someone thats I really cared. And now I know why he hate me. You're the reason why I smile. I don't hate you but I'm just sad. I couldn't breathe when one of our friend told me that you talk bad about me infront others. What with you? Did I make something bad toward you? There's no benefits to talk about this but I have to write this shit thing because I couldn't do this alone. You're my strength. You're always be with me no matter how hard we've to face something bitchy for our own friendship. Is this the end of our friendship, dear? I hope, this is not the end cuz I love you and US. I meant it. Totally. I've tried to forget about this and forgive you, but I can't. You've hurt me. You totally got me this time. I'll always love you no matter what. You're the bestest friend of mine. You completed my life. You make this pathetic life into something that is intresting. This life is wonderful when we're together. We've face many shit thing that makes us loving each other. I hope you've a good explanation to makes me believe you for one more time. I want to give you a second chance cuz I love you. But I'm totally waiting for your explanation. I love you dear friend. I need you to completed my life. This shit is a note for my own self cuz I shouldn't believe someone this much.
Ahaaaaaaa, I'm inlove again. Nooooo. This is the most shit-est thing that I hate. I hate it. It makes me sick. Nononono. Aiyark, not again. I've promised myself that I'll never be in love again after this. But, that he have stole my heart. Aiyaaa, gimme back, its mineee >.< I wanna forget youuu. You're not a type of person that I would love to be with. HAHA xD. Imma extremely a cruel person. LOL, it isnt a big deal, but this is weird cause I'm a lesbians. HAHA xD I've betrayed my lesboo. HAHA. What am I talking about? I want this entry to sound serious but I guess it doesn't sound serious anymore. Haiyaaa, I miss the old day that passes by too fast. I miss the day that we're together. Aiyoo. I miss the skinnier Rei-han. Gahhhh, I miss my old curly shit hair. I miss my pooh so bad *pooh is my Hiro-chan( a hamster )* Hiro , I'm sorry because I can't take care of you as the old days. I'm too busy. I want my old life. Mama, Abah, I want the old schedule laa. Your new schedule makes your youngest daughther tired of her life. She wants to spend her life with horses, friends, hanging out with her sis, less homework, shopping and blablabla. Yehaa, I miss my Euralea Enigma so bad ;( Baby , you're my only boo~ I miss you the most. Since I don't have any special BF, I guess that you're my only onee.

P.S ; Souhaa, I do love you the most. You're always beside me when I need someone to talk with me. You're the bestest friend I have. Please don't leave me :)
Err , you're ignoring me again . Are you okay ? Did I hurt your feeling ? Did i ? Err , I dont know . Okey , dlu hg ungkit2 aku dok duduk ngan kak myna and yg lain . Tpy bilaa hg p dok ngan F.I.S.H tkpaa pulak . Hg tau dk , tdi Ieda and Muna terasa sbb bila depa tgoq hg , hg buat tktau ja . Apa kena hg ni ? Kenapa kmi perlu ikut angin hg ? Hg ckap nk berubah . Mna ? Perubahan tang mna . Hg ckap mcam aku ni trok gilaa walhal kita lebey kurang ja . So hg nk kta yg geng F.I.S.H lgy better lah dri kmi ? Okey , hg p la duk ngan depa . Jgan dok mai kt kmi . Ada ka depa p kt hg time hg gduh ? Kmi yg p kt hg . Adaka depa tlg hg bila hg susah ? Tkpalaa , kmi ni tk seperti depa . Lengkap . Berpakej . Klau tk suka , say it loud . Let me hear your voice . Lemme know whts the prob . I'm tired of you . I really mean it . Dont make me madd as hell yo . Mcam tk kenai aku . Jgan bwt aku ngamuk ja . Klau hg mluat ka apa ka kt kmi , hg tkyah laa nk duk diam . Kmi ada hti ngn perasaan jugak . Bila hg mlawak ksaq ngn Muna , hg tau , dya terasa . Even dya tk ckap kt aku , riak muka dya aku dh bleh tau . Okey , hg eldest . But you've to respect others . I'm the youngest and I dont give a shit for what you ask me to . Aku pling tk suka nk memujuk2 org sbb tuu bukan bidang aku . Aku tk suka turut2 org . Aku tk suka bila org tk dngaq ckap aku bila apa yg aku ckap tuu for your own sake . Hmpa tk pham aku mcamna Kak Myna paa pham . But sometimes hmpa pham aku jugak . Aku tk suka ckap bnda2 serius . Aku tk suka ckap bilaa tkdk unsur merapu dan aku tk suka org sruh aku jdi serius . Oke ? Dlu hg duk kta2 jugak kt geng tuu . But bila kita gduh , awt hg nk kena hbaq kt depa ? Ni kn hal kita . Tkyaahh laa duk hbaq kt org . Klau hg tk berubah jugk . Hmphh . Ntah la kt hg . Buat jalah apa hg nak . Aku mlas dh nk amik tau or nk kesah . Lepas ni , angkt laa F.I.S.H. p gduh ngn hg . Squh depa backup hg lebih baik dri kmi . Squh depa bgy jwapan bila hg tktau . Squh tlg hg . Squh tahan tlingaa bila hg bwt org skit hati . O k e ?
Aduh . Depa gduh2 sbb nk jdy adek aku pulok dh . Haih . Pyah btoi laaa . Adk sayaa cumaa Adek Fara dan Muhd. Nasri Hani . Okey ? Jgan laa dok berebut2 aku nah . Semak pala dh haih . Syok kaa jdy adk aku ? Aku bkannya boleh dimakan kaa , boleh dicium2 kaa , boleh main mcam Barbie kaa . Haihh . Dh besaq dh kot Adek Pikaa and Adek Ain . Dua2 dh bleh pkiaq kn ? Jgan gduh sbb , sys sygg hmpa dua2 smaa jaa . Oke ? Jgan dok post bulletin dok kta kt sma2 sndri . Huduh beno ye . Behave yourself .
Hrituu p GIANT . Ada sorg pmpuan sperti superstar . Jlan terkedek2 mcam Naomi Campbell , dua kali pndang mcam bebi pulok . Usha org mcam boleh mkan jaa . Pstuhh duk bisik2 ngan kwan dya . Mcam nk jerit kt tlingaa dya jaa " I'm not a snack or a food . Dont gimme that look you hideous monster . " Jganlaa bwt mcam mai dari kmpung . Respect la org lain sma . Even buruk kaaa apaa kaa . Jganlaa duk bwt mcam kita tuu baik sgt . Oke ? Sat , tk bleh nk tulis . Ada budak comeyy nk guna laptop ni . Nk tgk Taeyang sat :)
Um , dh agak lega sket . Smalam smua pkat pjuk aku . Tpy , aku agk sedih jugk smalam . Tk pueh hati pun adaa . Mcam nk menjerit jaa . Huuuuuu ~ Penat lah . Dhlaa dh lma tk nek kuda . Tk bleh nk release tension mcam dlu sbb tuu dh tk brapa stabil hidup ni . Auuuu . Aku tktau aku mrah kt spa sbb smalam aku jerkah suma org yg kol aku . Aku maki suma org yg msj aku even tuu bkan slah depa . Bguihnya Cik Nur Raihan nih kn ? HAHAH . Hah , talkin' about Nur Raihan . OMG . He called me lastnight . At first aku buleh lgy kwal tk nnges . Bila dya kta " Rei , I know that you mad at someone . Aku know that you're piss off right now . I'm here Rei . Just for you . I rather wait for you . I'm here to calm you down . You can yell at me if that make you better than now . Let us share your pain . I'm here to hug you and kiss u at your forehead like before . Pikirkan good memories you . Lupakan yg sedih . Okey , baby girl ? " haa . And sbb HE ckap mcamtulaa truih aku nnges mcam org gila . Meraung lah apa lah . Danny , thnks oke . Even you ex I but you treat me like someone on your life . Layanan you tk pernah berubah . Mcam time kita kpel dolu2 jugak kn ? I syg you jugak . Sbb you lah smalam I dh mkan and gelak . Sbb 30 min bergayut ngan u tulaa bwt I happy . At first , I terkejut sbb dngar suara u . I letak and u kol lgy and I angkt . HAHA . You're so kind towards me . Shes a lucky girl man . I'll never forget you . I swear DANIAL :) I miss u and US . I miss your laughter , I miss your smile , I miss your kiss . Um , I miss everything about you . Sorry , I dh tk bleh trima u even I ada perasaan kt u . Ni sbb I tkut bnda lma tuu berulang lgy . I tknk u sedih sbb i . I tknk suma tuu jdy lgy D . I dh mlas . Klau nk kpel pun i nk cari laki lain . Yg tk pernah tau perangai burokk i tuu . Klau u ada masalah , just col i :) I'll always be there if you need me . Just gimme a call and we'll try to solve it . You're my strenght D . U lah yg terbaik . U dpt pujuk i sbb you're the person that I cared and I want to be with . I ada perasaan kt u and I mengaku . Thts why I dh tk mrah bilaa dngar suara u . I syg sgt2 kt u D . Tkkan lupakan u . "I love you . I nk bersama u . I rndukn u . I tkkan lupakan jnji2 dlu . Even u dh bersama dya . I akn tetap syg u and sokong u . Danial , you're the reason why I'm still alive . " kata2 smalam mmg i ckap tulus ikhlas . Syg u hunn .
Babiness . Lahanat . Awt mcam puki ? Hmpa ingt aku hidup nk jga hati hmpaa ka ? Sumpah aku fed-up . Sekoq2 mcam berua . SU4 ? Oi , lntak laa hmpa nk buat apa pun . Nk buat apa pu tkyah dh dok hbaq kt aku . Apa yg aku nk dan syg gegila suma hmpa suruh lupakan . Babi dk ? La neh klau hmpa nk taw , aku deseprate gila babi . Aku mmg syg gilaa kt Muzz dan hmpa sruh lupakan . Mcam babi tau dk . Awt babi neh ? Aku skit hati ampa tau dk . Mmg kwan lgy penting dri segala2 . Tpy dlu time ngn pdot pun hmpa bwt cmtuu . Jgan atuq hidup aku . Umi , ada kaa hg break ngan SHIDI babi tuu ? Aku squh kn ? Babi babi babun . Aku bru nk bahagia hg tau dk . Hmpa ni kn , ni hidup aku . Hidup aku . Aku ni jenih pyah nk flirt ngan laki tau dk . Tpy bila dh dpat , senang ja kn hmpa smua kta "Rei , lupakan dya , dya tk guna , aku tkut hg merana sbb aku tau dya bkan jenih jga perasaan pmpuan" . Yah , itu dlu laa bebengap . Ni kaa friendship yg aku idamkan ? Pstuh hg ckap "Alaa , aku pham perasaan hg . Mcam aku nk luapakan Hanif time dlu2" Kimak weh . Time tuu , aku sntiasa ada utk hg . Aku hbeh kn kredit aku untk hg . Lahaaanaattt . Skarang ni ? Mulut berbicara . Tpy tgn lnsung tk membantu . Apa kehal ? Syok kaa tgk aku mcam org bodoh teriak sbb hmpa ? Aku admit aku penah salah pilih dlu . Tpy its not forever akn slah aku kn ? Hmpa tk penah tlg aku lupakan mamat tuu . Hmpa cuma pndai nk kta jaa . Is this what friendship for ? If that so , lebih baik aku kwan dgan Wafi jaa . Lately , aku lebih baik ngan Wafi dri suma org yg aku syg . Hmpa just time snang buleh laa . Time susah suma pkat lari mcam babi . Aku skit hati dan tk pueh hati . Nseblah Kak Put ada bgy nasehat kt aku . Dlu dh penah jdy mcamni . Berubah sat , pstuh jdy balik . Aku penat lah nk ckap bnyak2 . Aku dh penat nk tgoq sorg2 . Hg pling tua dan kononnya hg nk guide kmi . Oh , guide ? Aku rsa mcam bodoh jaa . Hg tk rsa mcam tuu ka ? Hg tau , aku sebak dgan prangai hg . Everything yg aku bwt suma tk kena . Laki yg aku pilih suma LOSER . Hbeh , SHIDI tuu baik ka weh ? Aku rsa , dya lelaki pling jahanam aku penah jmpak . Baby boy wtf lah . Aku geli tau . Hg nkkan Uncle Fahmi . Amik . Jgan amik Wafi dri aku . Sumpah aku syg dyaa . Even dya ada awek , dya akn msj aku even dya duk tgh msj ngan awek dya . Hg bila ada kredit msj ngan SHIDI . Mna msj aku pun . Hg nk sgt Uncle Fahmi kn . Oke , aku buleh bgy . Jga dya elok2 . Hg nk Kak Paten ? Amiklah . Hg nk Kak Put , Kak Myna , Kak Qis , Kak Nani , Kak Nad , Kak Sarah and Wafi , sory , aku tkleh bgy sbb dh tkdk org kt dunia ni mcam depa . Depa sntiasa ada bila aku sedih . Aku syg hmpa tiga org tpy yg ni ja yg aku dpat sbb cintakan hmpa suma ? Aku syg gegilaa kt hmpa . Aku sggup tinggalkan Pdot untk hmpaa suma tpy .. Apa aku dpat selain sengsara ? Hmpa tk tlg aku lupakan Pdot . Hmpa just atuq cmna nk break ngan dya . La ni , Muzz plak . Jgan laa , bwt cmni kt aku . Aku tk pndai nk cri laki laa . And hg lnsung tk minx maaf lepas bwt cmni kt aku . Ouh , good lah . You guys are the best of all . Shit , I shouldnt leave Pdot for you . You guys give me nothing except pain . Ieda jaa yg tk bnyak bwt msalah kt aku . Dya pham jugak aku . Dh weh , tk perlu nk critaa dhlaa . Hmpa bkan pham aku pun . Biaq ja aku mati . Jgan selamatkan aku lgy . Kn aku ckap , aku tkdk sapa kt dunia ni . Aku nothing without hmpa suma . Adakan aku ckap , so skarang aku dh tkdk hmpa , I guss I should leave you guys for forever . :) Thnks sbb jdy kwan aku . Aku nk mati dh . Jgan cri aku lgy .

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