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★ Re ; Rafeq

Apa kau cakap ni bahlul? Kau tahu tak kau ni? Eeee, kau ulanglah lagi. Ulang la lagi bodoh.

You don't even know how mad would I be if you're really gone from my life. Sumpah2. Dalam bnyak2 manusia dlam dunia ni. Kaulah everything. Tapi apa yg kau cakap on the line td was very stupid, seriously. Don't be a total stupid Rafeq. I won't do that, like what that guy did to me. Leaving me for a girl. Fuck. How should I do that if I know how much it hurt. Tak Rafeq. Aku tak kejam. Aku mungkin jahat. Tapi aku belum kejam okay? Aku macam nak menangis ja, sbb kau samakan dgan aku dgan that girl. Buat apa pakai tudung kalau perangai mcam kimak kan? I am definitely me. Tapi aku benci cara kau cakap dgan aku td.

............

Me ; Hoi sayang. Dah sampai? Heee. Mari2. Datang rumah :)

You ; umm taknak. Aku nak duduk kampung je. Aku malas nak keluar. Umm

Me ; Laaa, slalunya kau datang rumah aku. Apa ni? Kenapa ni?

You ; Tade la ......

Me ; Woi, apa ni? Tetiba jaa? Aku ada buat apa2 dkat kau ka weh? Aku minx maaf sbb tak dpat nak skype dgan kau mcm dlu. Aku dh ada BF skrg. Aku tak boleh okay. Aku tau kau terasa. Tp Rafeq, kau rasa aku akan last dgan dia? Hurm. Ikot lah. Bye, aku syg kau. Muah <3

...............

You dont even reply my fucking messages and you post it on ur fucking blog. What is this all about? You've fall for me? Kau tau kan kau most priority. Aku snggup weh buat apa pun untk tak hilang kau. Tapi aku tak boleh piling whether you or him. Its not fair to me. Jangan laa buat macam ni dkat aku. Takkan sorg2 kot yg aku nak kena hilang? Weh, aku merayu ni :(

Why ain't you tell me this before I'm dating him? Why now? Why? So, this is what you wanna tell me on the celebration day? Kill me. Kill me right now. Jangan buat tak cakap dgan aku weh. Sungguh aku sayang kau.

Hrituu, masa aku gaduh dgan W. Kau ckap ni dkat aku

'Oh, I hear you breathing on the line

Oh baby girl, I'm not your type

I'll leave you hurting every night

So I won't be coming back'

If you're gone, whos gonna sing me this? Who?

Don't ever say goodbye. You're the last person I'm gonna mess up with since I love you the most. More than I love my Boyfie :)

★ The Skylar

Okay, fakiuu Amani. Where the fuck have you been? Gosh. I miss you like zillion of stars. Fuck fuck. I've read your new post - about something quite bitchy and stuff. Wattafuk? Okay, stop being crap. Calm down :)

Okay, dear Skylar. My dearest Kae :)
Me miss you a fucking lot. Tell you what, I am being a total loser since you're not here to entertain my ass off. LOL xD
Bitch, where are you hiding cuz this shit aint funny. Please please please and please go online. I got a lot of thing to talk about. Well, I've lost my gossiping mate since you're not here. Meh, me miss you really tha much. Baby, please.

Aku rindu hang gila lah bangang. Aku dh geli ni sbb duk syg2 hg. Tapi apa pun, Kae, I love you :-*

★ Rafique Adha

Err, okay Rafeq. Aku minx maaf :(

I love you more than any shit on earth but, I couldn't be the one for you after all. Aku mmg syg kau lg dri BF aku or sapa2 jaa yg bernama lelaki yg ada dlam hidup aku kecuali abah aku. Aku terfikir jugak part yg kau tnya dkat aku psal BF aku tuu. Are we gonna last forever? The answer is, fuck, I don't know. But Rei Rafeq last forever :)

You are the first guy that ever treat me this way. You never say 'NO' to anything I ask to. You deserve a better girl. I am just me, Rafeq. I couldn't give the best for you. Aku tak retilah nak accept kau as BF aku. No, I couldn't lie. But I don't wanna lose you like I've been thru with capital W. No Rafeq, I don't have that such of strength to lose you. No :(

Don't ever say that. I would never forget you. Kau dh tlg aku lupakan Adi. Even not completely, but, that love is faded away. Everyday bila aku rsa nak maki, aku maki kau. Tp kau, still sbar dgan aku. Kau mmg tk pernah marah aku. Org ckap aku gemuk, huduh and stuff. But you, you said that I'm the prettiest girl on Earth that an angel could be jealous of. I know that it is too much but you, always convince me that I am the best of all. The luckiest girl. Yeah, I am lucky for meeting you.

Aku tak kesah kalau aku hilang org lain, tp kau. Tak. Don't ever mention it. Jangan kau harap aku nak lepas kau mcm tuu ja okay? Sbelum kau sakitkan hati aku. Aku tumbuk kau, aku ikat kau, aku baling kau, aku rape kau. Beranilah kau. Serius aku buat betul :)

Forever you're one and only. You never leave me even the rest of Prankstar hates me. So, does anyone can do better than Syed Rafique Adha b. Syed Khalil Syah. Oh mat salleh celup, sayang kau lah :)

★ A happy new beginning :)

Yay, Mehan Fox. HAHA. Kan Syahmi Safri kan? HAHA. Idk, I love her a lot. HAHA. Okay okay.

' Wi wi wi, I'm taken by an unknown :) '

Oh sayangku yang tercintaa :)

I love you so fucking damn much.

'if i want to leave u then i wont ask u to be with me' - him <3

Finally, someone, a guy, appreciate me for what I am right now. Nah, you can't find anyone better than him, Rei :)

He's not bloody hot like your super duper boyfriend. But, this Rei always believe that you're the coolest guy on Earth. No one could ever replace you. Yeah. You know that I love you very much and you're always on my mind. Yeah yeah. Okay okay, I want you, forever and always

I will love you till my last breath :)
Only you and you're the one after all. Thnks for everything :)

★ If . . .

Yeah, If :)

That word haunts me every second and every beats. I never tell this to anyone include my BFF. I am ready to let you go, forever. Rest in peace :')

That day was a very bright and the sun was very sunny. That was the day I met HIM. The guy that always cause chaos in my life. I am truthfully not being emo or anything. Its just a story that I hate the most.

He, was the love of life at that moment. Everything that is about him is perfect for me. He's my first love. My first to everything that is kinda cheesy. Yeah. I do love him. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. He's not that handsome but he's the most charming guy ever. We met thru a friend. My girlfriend. He taught all of the sense that you'll never feel. If I know about his situation. I won't say that such words. You know what did I said to him? He text me. He said that he miss me and he wanna tell something about life and death and I don't even give a fuck on what he said.

' Hang babi. Aku meluat hang. I hope that you'll burn in hell. Stop giving me any bloody excuse. We're done !'

We're together like three month. Everyday is so damn precious when he's there with me. He's 14 at that time and I'm 12. Yeah, I am so childish but he's always stay calm and relax. I know that I'll never meet that type of guy anymore. But death, we can't stop it. I am so ugly, tanned and hideous but he convinced me that I am the prettiest and cutest girl he had met. I thought that he's lying but hell yeah, he's not.

Everything is fine until he make the decision to dump me and he said that he had met someone that is far way better than me. He talk in a harsh way. But that girl is not his GF, she's his cousin. That moment is being difficult t me. Yeah.

After three month later, an unknown called me. And I pick it up. And that was him. He sounds so happy. I don't know why.

Him ; Raihan, tut tut nak minx maaf. Sbb dh bnyak susahkan hati Raihan. I've found the way to spill everything today.

Me ; Hang nak apa? Tak cukup lg? Weh sudah laa. Aku benci hg. Hang babi.

Him ; I know that things could get even worst if I don't tell you the truth.

Me ; Truth? Hang babi. Aku meluat hang. I hope that you'll burn in hell. Stop giving me any bloody excuse. We're done !

And about a month later, his sister called me with tears. She said that his lil brother was dead. You'll never know how much miserable I felt at that beat. I've done so many bad things to him. And I asked why? She said that he got leukemia. He had it before we met but the doctor said that he could cure him if he's being well treated. I am so sorry I couldn't stop crying!

'I just wanna say, don't hurt people even we hated them so much'.

I just want you to know that I really miss you and everytime I pray, I'll pray for your happiness no matter where you are. You told me that everytime I missed you, stare at the sky and watch the star you'll be there and wave at me. No ! You're lying. Please, please come back to me. Just give me a time to say sorry. I've been a mess but you never yell at me. Don't you know that until now, I couldn't love any guy like I love you. I hope that I could see you one more time. Please, I'm begging you. Appear in my dream and smile. I missed those beautiful smile. I missed those teeth that I used to call it RABBIT. You know that you're everything, you say that you'll love me forever. Your last word to me is ' I am sorry love. I've messed up and you know that you're the one. I love you, Siti Nur Raihan '. I should forget you but I can't. Really. You meant the world to me. But when I met Wafi, I always believe that you're still alive in Wafi's body. He has much in common with you. But, he's not you after all. And that is why I love Wafi. I am sorry. I do love you a lot but I don't say it real loud. I miss you so much. Like a zillion of stars in the sky. I wish that you give me a second so I could say, I am sorry. I love you.

'We start it in the middle of Jamadil Akhir. We ended up in Syaaban and you're dead in Ramadhan'

P.S ; This is a real story. This is about me and Syed Adi. The only story that I won't erase even with the tragedy it brings.

★ I heart him *chuu chuu

Heee. I am in love with a stranger. Oh, he's damn fine, man. Idk why I like him a lot. I don't really know him but so sudden, that feeling show up. I want him. Please be mine.

You have to be mine so my life would be complete. You're damn cool with that unique attitude. You're gorgeous to me. So cooler than all the rest. Call me maniac, I don't give a damn cuz I'm in love. Yeah. Love is beautiful with doubt. You've stolen my heart. Its okay, but keep it real tight cuz it's all yours. I need nothing except you. You're the one for me after all. Don't ever say goodbye cuz I really hate it. Time passes by too fast since I met you. I'll give you everything if you give me your love. Baby, I don't wanna be your number one. I just wanna be your only one. You heal my heartbreak. You makes me forget all the pain I've through. Is it love?

I don't really know you but my heart beat keep pounding when every time you text me. Oh boy, I want you :D

★ Brian Maddox

I'm in love with a stranger

Okay, just, ignore the quote, Okieeees, lets talk about dearest Maddox. Oh oh, I'm in love with him. Miaw miaw ~

He's damn hot. Don't cha think so meh? Like seriously, I love him. Heeee. I think that he's lil bit cute :)

He's from Stereo Skyline. Yuuuu, they're damn cool. I think that you should hear them :)

But Brian is taken by a girl fosho. Hurmmm. I hate it. *okay jgan buat teruk*

Gilalah, tringt zaman Myspace teruih. Hahaha. I used to love them but after I heard about Brian and that girl, aku heartbreak. Then I heard their song on Rafique's ringtone. Haha. I thought that he hates them cuz he said to me that they're bunch of gays. Fuck you, you got no taste in music.

Rafeq ; What are these? *while holding my iPod.

Rei ; An iPod?

Rafeq ; yeah i know, but, whos this? dont cha think that they're obviously gay? darn it.

Rei ; Please stfu before I shut you up. Want some of it?

Rafeq ; But still, I hate em. There's nothing good about this assholes. HAHA xD

And I don't talk to him like an hour. I couldn't do that for a really long time cuz I love him :)

★ Several thing about me that you shud take a note ~

What with it?! Haha, so, here we go.

Firstly, I am not arrogant or whatsoever. I am me. I am super duper single. Yeah yeah. Bcuz, I am not into any guy so, I am single. Weee heee ~ I don't do drugs *fosholah. I have a really curly hair and that is fucking natural. My hair is a bit reddish I don't really know why. God's Gift baby. And, I am so proud of myself. HAHA. My confidence level is so beyond the level. Hahah. I love being crap cuz I am crab. HAHA. What with ketam? Kehkeh. Okay, I talk to much. Really, just give me a minute and I'll make you bloody deaf. Haha. Please be afraid of me cuz I am super duper FIERCE. Heee and you can always count on me whenever you felt down, I will always be there. Yeah. I mean it. And I am a type of person that easily being hurt by anybody that I love. But since that tragedy, I don't trust people easily bcuz . . . . Let it be my most cruel secret. Only me and him know it. Hurm. I don't believe in ur cheap promises anymore. And if I want something, I'll make sure that it'll be mine. Haaaa. And, don't gimme shit cuz I'll give you hell. I am the last person you're gonna mess up with. So baby, you're not my standard at all. I don't really give a damn if you hates me cuz I'll never hate you. Your life, your choice. I hate it when people said that I don't have to work hard for study and stuff cuz daddy will gimme everything that I want. Hey, lemme tell you some, even I came from that such of family, daddy always taught us about how life works us. Heee. Okay, I am being crap. Eh one more time, aku tak belagak laa. Serius >,<

And they're my soul mate till ends of day ;

Umi Fatimatuz Zahraa bt Abd Sukor

Wan Nadia Atikah Bt Wan Mohd Nor Ariff

Siti Nurashikin Bt Junalis

Nur Afini Nabilah binti Abdul Hadi

They're love of life. They're my strength and everything. Thank you Allah. Thank you. They are the best-est gift I've ever had. Muahh <3

' Even life breaks us all. But in the time, we're still together and forever, I'll love you. Thanks always there and for keeping my sanity real tight '.

Lots of love,

Rei BD

★ Rafeq

Woi scumbag, thnks sbb post tuu. Aduhh, terharu aku dibuetnye. HAHA. Okay Rafeq, I miss you too. Yeah, I miss the old me too. But right now, I'm being 'matured'. Ewahh, hahaha. Okay, I'm kiddin'

I'm fucken' sure if you're here, you will hit my head. HAHA. Rafeq, I am sorry cuz the harsh words that I've spilled. Kau tahu kan aku tgh menyinga. Aku tktau laa nk buat mcmna. Untk handle of this. I am not that strong anymore. I am not the old me. The fierce girl. Yada yada ! Malam nnti mcm biasa yaa. Aku tggu kau eh. Bila dh balik sni, kau call aku. Kita keluar.

Buy me a treat darlin'. Ohoo and, that girl is freakin hot laa. You shouldn't ignore here. Shes wonderful. Muah baby Afeq. Aku sayang kau lah intan payungg. Heeee. Kau boleh pergi mati skrg :D

And please visit my baby Rafeq blogg. Heee http://youaintthisfascinating.blogspot.com/

Okay for the first time, he put his picture on the About section. Okay hes totally good looking assholes. Jaa nee everybody \m/

XOXO,

Rei BD

★ My hubby :D

Happy Birthday Mr. Kwon Ji Yong. Me loves you that very much. Simple and plain didn't matched you well. So, weirdo would be the best. AHHA. I hope that you would never stop of making the ass kicking music. Don't stop

Your voice would makes me happy, all the time. So don't ever stop it. Baby Bong, You're the best. Totally, I know that you got a lot of haters, but still, you never give up. Damn, you're so cool :D'

I never ashamed of loving you plus plus, you're the inspiration of me. Even, a lot of people hates you tp, me won't hate you. Even, you turns the world upside down, you would still be the best. There's nothing could ever replace you. You're my perfection. Oh, I love you damn much baby. Forever and always ~

You're my obsession GD. Really. I don't see any guy thats better than you. Never, your weirdness make me look bad after all. Your smile always melt me. Always. I miss you, your song and whatever that is about you. You're just different from any Korean. Yeah, totally

And lastly, Happy 23rd Birthday. I love you and forever will be. Don't ever stop singing. Muahhh <3

★ Malaysiann

I would love to marry this guy. Ohh Ariz Ramli, I wanna be with you. Aceh. Jadi laa. Okay so now, meet this hottest guy on Earth. HAHA xD Buat teruk lg. Okay, I adore himm like so bad. He's the only Malaysian Artist that I love a lot. He got his own personality. Well at least, he dont faked around. Bla bla. Kau tak suka kau close la tab. Apa susah?

Aceh marah. Okay. Well absolutely, you can't be him. He's a hardworking man ya know. Dahlaa gorgeous pastuhh ish rich pulak. Mau apa lagi braderr? Heh. Whatever, what I wanna say is, I like him a lottttt <3

Marry me xD

★ To awek hang !

Okay, I am not interested to fight with a stupid kids like you guys. Really. Tp kan, apa masalah hang ni tetiba jaa nak post2 psai aku. Pehtuu nak benci2 aku. Aku dh tk kacau kan Wafi. Hes my life. Hes everything. I sacrifice my everything for both of you - your happiness. Why can't you just leave me alone? Why are you still here? I've already forget about both of you.

But tragically, you're still here and picking trouble with me. I don't HATE you. Well dramatically yeah. Why should I hate an arrogant bitch like you? You aint a thing in this fascinating life of mine. Can you just walk away?! I am terribly gone mad. Seriously, who are you to screw this shit? You're totally a mess. You got him, what else that you want from me? Ain't it enuff? Ain't you happy for yourself? You've got everythin' that you want. Just live it on !

I got no more words to describe. Shuhh ~

XOXO,

Rei BD

★ Fuzz :D

Okay hi. Klau you terbaca ni. Hehehe, I curik gmbar you dkat Twitter. I suka. Punya pasailah :P

Okay, why are you muchier handsome than before? HAHA, umm.

Eh Fazun, I rsa laa kan. If you still want Bella, you still had time for it. Last time ktorg chat, dia mcam still in love with you jaa. Tulaa, I minx FB dia you tkmau bg. Haaa. But if I am her, I would give you a second chancee. HEHE. Okay seriously, Im in love with that Beats by Dr. Dre. Miawwww. Gonna ask daddy to buy it for me :)

Okay okay, awak hensem lah skrg. Saya jeles sbb muka awak licin :P

byebye ols. jgan terliur tgk Encik Fuzz ni :)

XOXO.

Rei BD

★ Cintanyaa aku dekat budakkk tuuu :)

Okay, meet my past love, Danial Harith :)

Okay, lastnight skype-ing dgan retarded kid ni. Jk jk jk xD

Him ; Nur Raihan, I miss the old us. Do you?

Me ; Ish, apa ni? Hurm

Him ; Serius ni =,='

Me ; Yes I do. Always. Everytime.

Him ; You used to be everything. You're the prettiest of all. I know you the one. The star of my nights. I miss you we used to call ourself. Hurm. I wish that you could be mine again. Just one more time baby.

Me ; HAHA, no way. I am sorry. I couldn't be the one for you. Yes, I loves you. I do. Tp, I couldn't accept what have you done.

Him ; Okay. Just remember this. There's only one Raihan in my heart. There's only one girl in my life. There's only one smile that I missed. There's only one name that I love to write on. Its you and always be. I am not perfect without you by my side. You're my perfection. I am sorry for being harsh at the old time. Jealousy controls everything. You're a gifted from God to me. I love you, baby girl :)

Me ; *began to cry :')

I never ask you to love me. I never push myself to love you. I am happy with you by my side. Every beats, every seconds, every minutes, you always be the one. I don't want to be your number one, I just wanna be your only one. I love you for what you're not for what you be.

★ Happy 159 !

To dearest Umi Zahraa and Afini Nabilah. That bitch will be sorry for what she had wrote on her blog. Someday, I'm gonna meet her and kick her ass off. Alah, biasalah gaduh2 dlam friendship. If tk gduh, kita tkkan tau mna salah mna betoi. Completely, there's no one on this baby planet are perfect. So are you, HOE.

Hang ni apa masalah hg? Org tk cari pasai tk pyah laa nak gegeh sgt. Yg meqelaa sgt awt? Nampak sgt hg dok stalk aku. Yeah yeah, I know that I am filthy hot and you are just fucken jealous of me. Thanks thanks ! Surely :)

Org dh lama dh diam. Yg hg duk jd tenuk jugak dok post2 kt blog. Well kiddo, I'm no interested in fighting with you guys. Dhlaa gduh kt alam maya jaa. Puii, ain't that rare. You just got no guts to spill it out in real life. You don't know the real me. You don't know what type of enemy I could be. Just sit and shut the fuck up. I love to cursin. I really likes it. So, you're not that MULUT PUAKA lah. Takat ckap mcm budak tk tahwan, baik ckap dkat peqedu nyioq la wei. Dahlaa kanyiaq lg. Well bitches, MAJOR EEEEW. You bitches are just a mess. Where's your manners? What are you being this bullshit? Just, aku tk perlukan your apology. You are such a drama queen you know. Suka buat terok. You better dig ur own grave before I piss off. Got that douchebag? I don't hate you, you're the only who hates me. I know I know, I am pretty and you're not. Cuz, a girl always jealous of what other people got.

They're real friends that always support me from behind ;

Rafique ; ' Alaa baby tiny, they're just jealous of what you got. Their life are far way odd than yours. Pretty girl must live a hard life. Haters are everywhere. Live it, rock it, make it :) '

Baby DH ; ' Man, you got lotsa haters everyday. HAHA, you shud stop being gorgeous laa babe. Hahaha, those bitches got no work, thats why they're 'jaga tepi kain org'. Long live love :) '

Amylia ; ' Well , I've visited her blog . And yes , she's totally looking for a mess . HAHA . She deserve to die . Meng,

believe me that everythin' gonna be fine . I am here . If they hurt you , I'm gonna ask daddy to buy me

ticket and get my ass on the plane . Aku balik M'sia je, dorg mati terus . Dorg tak tahu kot kau gengster .

This is how life works . '

Xander ; ' Moshi moshii, ore wa Xander desu ka . Kikikiki . Those bitches are totally insane . Mcam budak bodoh je

Rei . Kau jangan la nak jd bongok jugak . Bia je laa dorg tuu. They got no life . Messin up is totally their

currently job . Ape gune duduk sekolah pandai if otak bodoh mcam seladang . A person who is madly

genius wouldn't find trouble . They will find the way out . Ah Rei , pedajal je budak2 baru nk up :D '

Oh dear prankstar, I am seriously missin you guys. What will I be without this insane playmates? Hahaha, I surely got no life with out you. You guys had saved my insanity about a billion of times. OH GOD, I missed you guys like crazy. I am the only one who are at Malaysiaaa. Korg suma dkat Australia and U.S. HEHE, sbb tu laa aku sorg jaa yg tanned :P

Thanks sbb video call tuu. Terharuu aku. Hurmm, eh, DH pun at Malaysia jugak. So I am not the onlyy oneee. Weeeheeee. Okay, I really have to go. I have to study (?) Yada yada, I love all of you, schoolmates and playmates.

P.s ; I know that you're stalking me, asshole. Yes you laa Syed Rafique Adha. Kau tahu tak, aku ada email and pass kau. Aku publickan baru tau. Biar awek cun tuu tahuu yg kau suka dia. Dahlaa kau pergi cakap bnda bukan2 dkat D. Aku maluu laa sarkas. I'm gonna cut ur pe*is. Really. After kau sampai sini, call me A.S.A.P tauu. Mak aku nak jumpak. Nak makan sekali. Aku sayang kau lah mat salleh celup. And send my regards to Uncle Kamal and Auntie Sophie and also kiss that baby boy with blue eyes too. Wanna meet him. Eh cakap congrats dekat Hannah and Scottie for the baby boy tauu. Muahhx. ( Lepas ni abah aku nak upgradekan phone aku ke BB. So boleh laaa BBM :D)

XOXO.

Rei BD

★ To the most hideous girl on this baby Earth, YOU !

Apa masalah hg dgan aku? AKu ingtkn hg diam ja lepas hg delete aku. Whats goin on doll? You miss me? Hg ingt sbb hg couple dgan ex BFF aku hg dh betui hebat laa? Duk jaja2 time aku minx maaf kt hg. Ni hinguih, hg ni lapaq luku kaa? Aku tk bnci hg, tp aku sakit hati. Its okay for me if you won't forgive me. Hell yeah, IDGAF really ! But I got a words for ya, ' The best revenge is forgiving'. Who are you to mess up with me?

To my dearest W, I got your words. I own your promises. You and her, fosho don't last forever. I do miss you and I hate this. I hate this mess where I can't see that smile anymore. I'm willing to do anything to see that smile again - even by killing my ownself. You meant the world to me. Really :') I am wishing the best for you and her even I don't really meant it. Hahas, You had me at Hello, Fi :) I miss the way you pujuk-ing me when I am bloody mad or sad. I love the way we karut-ing at late night. You know, I never met someone like you. Obviously, I loves you. But, you put the promises beside when you met her. Who shud be blame here? Me? I still remember all of your promises. But its okay, I won't be mad again. Aku paling terasa part hg compared aku dgan awek hg. Hahha, dh laa aku kurang suka dia. Hg plak duk buat lgutuu. Tp tkpa, I've learnt how to control anger now. Lastly aku nk ckap, aku msih pgg pda ayt aku. ' Even the world hates you, me, Rei, won't ever be like them. Look at me and smile. Lets rock and roll'. Aku kta ni time hg gduh dgan Kak Myna and aku tk ingt sapa. Then hg cheer up balik. Then aku ingt lg. Hg pernah tuleh nama Sasa, aku and Umi. Bila hg break dgan Sasa, aku number 1. Okay bangga. HEHE.

Thts all for now, byebyeeee. To my haters ' I am gorgeous. You looks like a granny, stop hatin. '

Xoxo,

Rei BD

★ Umi Zahraa

Duhh, aku mmg tak suka gaduh, tambah2 dgan hang. Sumpahh, aku rndu and sayang hg. Knapa hg kata aku buang hang? Neverr, aku bukan jenih manusia yg sng2 jaa melupakan. Wafi, dia yg buang aku. Sumpah Umi, aku NAK SETTLE. Okay lah, tak guna kan ckap dkat sni. Kita ckap dkat realiti so everything could be solved. I love you and I don't want this bullshit end us up. Seriously, hurmm. Takpalahh, hang dh meluat aku kan. Jaaaa, and aku tk pernah tuduh hg nah. Aku kta apa kt hg? Tobat aku tk paham. Hat psaii hang tnya mirah tuu, sumpah aku tak ckap. SUMPAHH !

Okay okay, byebye. Lotsa love from me <3

XOXO,

Rei BD

★ Re ; Rafeq

Apa kau cakap ni bahlul? Kau tahu tak kau ni? Eeee, kau ulanglah lagi. Ulang la lagi bodoh.

You don't even know how mad would I be if you're really gone from my life. Sumpah2. Dalam bnyak2 manusia dlam dunia ni. Kaulah everything. Tapi apa yg kau cakap on the line td was very stupid, seriously. Don't be a total stupid Rafeq. I won't do that, like what that guy did to me. Leaving me for a girl. Fuck. How should I do that if I know how much it hurt. Tak Rafeq. Aku tak kejam. Aku mungkin jahat. Tapi aku belum kejam okay? Aku macam nak menangis ja, sbb kau samakan dgan aku dgan that girl. Buat apa pakai tudung kalau perangai mcam kimak kan? I am definitely me. Tapi aku benci cara kau cakap dgan aku td.

............

Me ; Hoi sayang. Dah sampai? Heee. Mari2. Datang rumah :)

You ; umm taknak. Aku nak duduk kampung je. Aku malas nak keluar. Umm

Me ; Laaa, slalunya kau datang rumah aku. Apa ni? Kenapa ni?

You ; Tade la ......

Me ; Woi, apa ni? Tetiba jaa? Aku ada buat apa2 dkat kau ka weh? Aku minx maaf sbb tak dpat nak skype dgan kau mcm dlu. Aku dh ada BF skrg. Aku tak boleh okay. Aku tau kau terasa. Tp Rafeq, kau rasa aku akan last dgan dia? Hurm. Ikot lah. Bye, aku syg kau. Muah <3

...............

You dont even reply my fucking messages and you post it on ur fucking blog. What is this all about? You've fall for me? Kau tau kan kau most priority. Aku snggup weh buat apa pun untk tak hilang kau. Tapi aku tak boleh piling whether you or him. Its not fair to me. Jangan laa buat macam ni dkat aku. Takkan sorg2 kot yg aku nak kena hilang? Weh, aku merayu ni :(

Why ain't you tell me this before I'm dating him? Why now? Why? So, this is what you wanna tell me on the celebration day? Kill me. Kill me right now. Jangan buat tak cakap dgan aku weh. Sungguh aku sayang kau.

Hrituu, masa aku gaduh dgan W. Kau ckap ni dkat aku

'Oh, I hear you breathing on the line

Oh baby girl, I'm not your type

I'll leave you hurting every night

So I won't be coming back'

If you're gone, whos gonna sing me this? Who?

Don't ever say goodbye. You're the last person I'm gonna mess up with since I love you the most. More than I love my Boyfie :)

★ The Skylar

Okay, fakiuu Amani. Where the fuck have you been? Gosh. I miss you like zillion of stars. Fuck fuck. I've read your new post - about something quite bitchy and stuff. Wattafuk? Okay, stop being crap. Calm down :)

Okay, dear Skylar. My dearest Kae :)
Me miss you a fucking lot. Tell you what, I am being a total loser since you're not here to entertain my ass off. LOL xD
Bitch, where are you hiding cuz this shit aint funny. Please please please and please go online. I got a lot of thing to talk about. Well, I've lost my gossiping mate since you're not here. Meh, me miss you really tha much. Baby, please.

Aku rindu hang gila lah bangang. Aku dh geli ni sbb duk syg2 hg. Tapi apa pun, Kae, I love you :-*

★ Rafique Adha

Err, okay Rafeq. Aku minx maaf :(

I love you more than any shit on earth but, I couldn't be the one for you after all. Aku mmg syg kau lg dri BF aku or sapa2 jaa yg bernama lelaki yg ada dlam hidup aku kecuali abah aku. Aku terfikir jugak part yg kau tnya dkat aku psal BF aku tuu. Are we gonna last forever? The answer is, fuck, I don't know. But Rei Rafeq last forever :)

You are the first guy that ever treat me this way. You never say 'NO' to anything I ask to. You deserve a better girl. I am just me, Rafeq. I couldn't give the best for you. Aku tak retilah nak accept kau as BF aku. No, I couldn't lie. But I don't wanna lose you like I've been thru with capital W. No Rafeq, I don't have that such of strength to lose you. No :(

Don't ever say that. I would never forget you. Kau dh tlg aku lupakan Adi. Even not completely, but, that love is faded away. Everyday bila aku rsa nak maki, aku maki kau. Tp kau, still sbar dgan aku. Kau mmg tk pernah marah aku. Org ckap aku gemuk, huduh and stuff. But you, you said that I'm the prettiest girl on Earth that an angel could be jealous of. I know that it is too much but you, always convince me that I am the best of all. The luckiest girl. Yeah, I am lucky for meeting you.

Aku tak kesah kalau aku hilang org lain, tp kau. Tak. Don't ever mention it. Jangan kau harap aku nak lepas kau mcm tuu ja okay? Sbelum kau sakitkan hati aku. Aku tumbuk kau, aku ikat kau, aku baling kau, aku rape kau. Beranilah kau. Serius aku buat betul :)

Forever you're one and only. You never leave me even the rest of Prankstar hates me. So, does anyone can do better than Syed Rafique Adha b. Syed Khalil Syah. Oh mat salleh celup, sayang kau lah :)

★ A happy new beginning :)

Yay, Mehan Fox. HAHA. Kan Syahmi Safri kan? HAHA. Idk, I love her a lot. HAHA. Okay okay.

' Wi wi wi, I'm taken by an unknown :) '

Oh sayangku yang tercintaa :)

I love you so fucking damn much.

'if i want to leave u then i wont ask u to be with me' - him <3

Finally, someone, a guy, appreciate me for what I am right now. Nah, you can't find anyone better than him, Rei :)

He's not bloody hot like your super duper boyfriend. But, this Rei always believe that you're the coolest guy on Earth. No one could ever replace you. Yeah. You know that I love you very much and you're always on my mind. Yeah yeah. Okay okay, I want you, forever and always

I will love you till my last breath :)
Only you and you're the one after all. Thnks for everything :)

★ If . . .

Yeah, If :)

That word haunts me every second and every beats. I never tell this to anyone include my BFF. I am ready to let you go, forever. Rest in peace :')

That day was a very bright and the sun was very sunny. That was the day I met HIM. The guy that always cause chaos in my life. I am truthfully not being emo or anything. Its just a story that I hate the most.

He, was the love of life at that moment. Everything that is about him is perfect for me. He's my first love. My first to everything that is kinda cheesy. Yeah. I do love him. Yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. He's not that handsome but he's the most charming guy ever. We met thru a friend. My girlfriend. He taught all of the sense that you'll never feel. If I know about his situation. I won't say that such words. You know what did I said to him? He text me. He said that he miss me and he wanna tell something about life and death and I don't even give a fuck on what he said.

' Hang babi. Aku meluat hang. I hope that you'll burn in hell. Stop giving me any bloody excuse. We're done !'

We're together like three month. Everyday is so damn precious when he's there with me. He's 14 at that time and I'm 12. Yeah, I am so childish but he's always stay calm and relax. I know that I'll never meet that type of guy anymore. But death, we can't stop it. I am so ugly, tanned and hideous but he convinced me that I am the prettiest and cutest girl he had met. I thought that he's lying but hell yeah, he's not.

Everything is fine until he make the decision to dump me and he said that he had met someone that is far way better than me. He talk in a harsh way. But that girl is not his GF, she's his cousin. That moment is being difficult t me. Yeah.

After three month later, an unknown called me. And I pick it up. And that was him. He sounds so happy. I don't know why.

Him ; Raihan, tut tut nak minx maaf. Sbb dh bnyak susahkan hati Raihan. I've found the way to spill everything today.

Me ; Hang nak apa? Tak cukup lg? Weh sudah laa. Aku benci hg. Hang babi.

Him ; I know that things could get even worst if I don't tell you the truth.

Me ; Truth? Hang babi. Aku meluat hang. I hope that you'll burn in hell. Stop giving me any bloody excuse. We're done !

And about a month later, his sister called me with tears. She said that his lil brother was dead. You'll never know how much miserable I felt at that beat. I've done so many bad things to him. And I asked why? She said that he got leukemia. He had it before we met but the doctor said that he could cure him if he's being well treated. I am so sorry I couldn't stop crying!

'I just wanna say, don't hurt people even we hated them so much'.

I just want you to know that I really miss you and everytime I pray, I'll pray for your happiness no matter where you are. You told me that everytime I missed you, stare at the sky and watch the star you'll be there and wave at me. No ! You're lying. Please, please come back to me. Just give me a time to say sorry. I've been a mess but you never yell at me. Don't you know that until now, I couldn't love any guy like I love you. I hope that I could see you one more time. Please, I'm begging you. Appear in my dream and smile. I missed those beautiful smile. I missed those teeth that I used to call it RABBIT. You know that you're everything, you say that you'll love me forever. Your last word to me is ' I am sorry love. I've messed up and you know that you're the one. I love you, Siti Nur Raihan '. I should forget you but I can't. Really. You meant the world to me. But when I met Wafi, I always believe that you're still alive in Wafi's body. He has much in common with you. But, he's not you after all. And that is why I love Wafi. I am sorry. I do love you a lot but I don't say it real loud. I miss you so much. Like a zillion of stars in the sky. I wish that you give me a second so I could say, I am sorry. I love you.

'We start it in the middle of Jamadil Akhir. We ended up in Syaaban and you're dead in Ramadhan'

P.S ; This is a real story. This is about me and Syed Adi. The only story that I won't erase even with the tragedy it brings.

★ I heart him *chuu chuu

Heee. I am in love with a stranger. Oh, he's damn fine, man. Idk why I like him a lot. I don't really know him but so sudden, that feeling show up. I want him. Please be mine.

You have to be mine so my life would be complete. You're damn cool with that unique attitude. You're gorgeous to me. So cooler than all the rest. Call me maniac, I don't give a damn cuz I'm in love. Yeah. Love is beautiful with doubt. You've stolen my heart. Its okay, but keep it real tight cuz it's all yours. I need nothing except you. You're the one for me after all. Don't ever say goodbye cuz I really hate it. Time passes by too fast since I met you. I'll give you everything if you give me your love. Baby, I don't wanna be your number one. I just wanna be your only one. You heal my heartbreak. You makes me forget all the pain I've through. Is it love?

I don't really know you but my heart beat keep pounding when every time you text me. Oh boy, I want you :D

★ Brian Maddox

I'm in love with a stranger

Okay, just, ignore the quote, Okieeees, lets talk about dearest Maddox. Oh oh, I'm in love with him. Miaw miaw ~

He's damn hot. Don't cha think so meh? Like seriously, I love him. Heeee. I think that he's lil bit cute :)

He's from Stereo Skyline. Yuuuu, they're damn cool. I think that you should hear them :)

But Brian is taken by a girl fosho. Hurmmm. I hate it. *okay jgan buat teruk*

Gilalah, tringt zaman Myspace teruih. Hahaha. I used to love them but after I heard about Brian and that girl, aku heartbreak. Then I heard their song on Rafique's ringtone. Haha. I thought that he hates them cuz he said to me that they're bunch of gays. Fuck you, you got no taste in music.

Rafeq ; What are these? *while holding my iPod.

Rei ; An iPod?

Rafeq ; yeah i know, but, whos this? dont cha think that they're obviously gay? darn it.

Rei ; Please stfu before I shut you up. Want some of it?

Rafeq ; But still, I hate em. There's nothing good about this assholes. HAHA xD

And I don't talk to him like an hour. I couldn't do that for a really long time cuz I love him :)

★ Several thing about me that you shud take a note ~

What with it?! Haha, so, here we go.

Firstly, I am not arrogant or whatsoever. I am me. I am super duper single. Yeah yeah. Bcuz, I am not into any guy so, I am single. Weee heee ~ I don't do drugs *fosholah. I have a really curly hair and that is fucking natural. My hair is a bit reddish I don't really know why. God's Gift baby. And, I am so proud of myself. HAHA. My confidence level is so beyond the level. Hahah. I love being crap cuz I am crab. HAHA. What with ketam? Kehkeh. Okay, I talk to much. Really, just give me a minute and I'll make you bloody deaf. Haha. Please be afraid of me cuz I am super duper FIERCE. Heee and you can always count on me whenever you felt down, I will always be there. Yeah. I mean it. And I am a type of person that easily being hurt by anybody that I love. But since that tragedy, I don't trust people easily bcuz . . . . Let it be my most cruel secret. Only me and him know it. Hurm. I don't believe in ur cheap promises anymore. And if I want something, I'll make sure that it'll be mine. Haaaa. And, don't gimme shit cuz I'll give you hell. I am the last person you're gonna mess up with. So baby, you're not my standard at all. I don't really give a damn if you hates me cuz I'll never hate you. Your life, your choice. I hate it when people said that I don't have to work hard for study and stuff cuz daddy will gimme everything that I want. Hey, lemme tell you some, even I came from that such of family, daddy always taught us about how life works us. Heee. Okay, I am being crap. Eh one more time, aku tak belagak laa. Serius >,<

And they're my soul mate till ends of day ;

Umi Fatimatuz Zahraa bt Abd Sukor

Wan Nadia Atikah Bt Wan Mohd Nor Ariff

Siti Nurashikin Bt Junalis

Nur Afini Nabilah binti Abdul Hadi

They're love of life. They're my strength and everything. Thank you Allah. Thank you. They are the best-est gift I've ever had. Muahh <3

' Even life breaks us all. But in the time, we're still together and forever, I'll love you. Thanks always there and for keeping my sanity real tight '.

Lots of love,

Rei BD

★ Rafeq

Woi scumbag, thnks sbb post tuu. Aduhh, terharu aku dibuetnye. HAHA. Okay Rafeq, I miss you too. Yeah, I miss the old me too. But right now, I'm being 'matured'. Ewahh, hahaha. Okay, I'm kiddin'

I'm fucken' sure if you're here, you will hit my head. HAHA. Rafeq, I am sorry cuz the harsh words that I've spilled. Kau tahu kan aku tgh menyinga. Aku tktau laa nk buat mcmna. Untk handle of this. I am not that strong anymore. I am not the old me. The fierce girl. Yada yada ! Malam nnti mcm biasa yaa. Aku tggu kau eh. Bila dh balik sni, kau call aku. Kita keluar.

Buy me a treat darlin'. Ohoo and, that girl is freakin hot laa. You shouldn't ignore here. Shes wonderful. Muah baby Afeq. Aku sayang kau lah intan payungg. Heeee. Kau boleh pergi mati skrg :D

And please visit my baby Rafeq blogg. Heee http://youaintthisfascinating.blogspot.com/

Okay for the first time, he put his picture on the About section. Okay hes totally good looking assholes. Jaa nee everybody \m/

XOXO,

Rei BD

★ My hubby :D

Happy Birthday Mr. Kwon Ji Yong. Me loves you that very much. Simple and plain didn't matched you well. So, weirdo would be the best. AHHA. I hope that you would never stop of making the ass kicking music. Don't stop

Your voice would makes me happy, all the time. So don't ever stop it. Baby Bong, You're the best. Totally, I know that you got a lot of haters, but still, you never give up. Damn, you're so cool :D'

I never ashamed of loving you plus plus, you're the inspiration of me. Even, a lot of people hates you tp, me won't hate you. Even, you turns the world upside down, you would still be the best. There's nothing could ever replace you. You're my perfection. Oh, I love you damn much baby. Forever and always ~

You're my obsession GD. Really. I don't see any guy thats better than you. Never, your weirdness make me look bad after all. Your smile always melt me. Always. I miss you, your song and whatever that is about you. You're just different from any Korean. Yeah, totally

And lastly, Happy 23rd Birthday. I love you and forever will be. Don't ever stop singing. Muahhh <3

★ Malaysiann

I would love to marry this guy. Ohh Ariz Ramli, I wanna be with you. Aceh. Jadi laa. Okay so now, meet this hottest guy on Earth. HAHA xD Buat teruk lg. Okay, I adore himm like so bad. He's the only Malaysian Artist that I love a lot. He got his own personality. Well at least, he dont faked around. Bla bla. Kau tak suka kau close la tab. Apa susah?

Aceh marah. Okay. Well absolutely, you can't be him. He's a hardworking man ya know. Dahlaa gorgeous pastuhh ish rich pulak. Mau apa lagi braderr? Heh. Whatever, what I wanna say is, I like him a lottttt <3

Marry me xD

★ To awek hang !

Okay, I am not interested to fight with a stupid kids like you guys. Really. Tp kan, apa masalah hang ni tetiba jaa nak post2 psai aku. Pehtuu nak benci2 aku. Aku dh tk kacau kan Wafi. Hes my life. Hes everything. I sacrifice my everything for both of you - your happiness. Why can't you just leave me alone? Why are you still here? I've already forget about both of you.

But tragically, you're still here and picking trouble with me. I don't HATE you. Well dramatically yeah. Why should I hate an arrogant bitch like you? You aint a thing in this fascinating life of mine. Can you just walk away?! I am terribly gone mad. Seriously, who are you to screw this shit? You're totally a mess. You got him, what else that you want from me? Ain't it enuff? Ain't you happy for yourself? You've got everythin' that you want. Just live it on !

I got no more words to describe. Shuhh ~

XOXO,

Rei BD

★ Fuzz :D

Okay hi. Klau you terbaca ni. Hehehe, I curik gmbar you dkat Twitter. I suka. Punya pasailah :P

Okay, why are you muchier handsome than before? HAHA, umm.

Eh Fazun, I rsa laa kan. If you still want Bella, you still had time for it. Last time ktorg chat, dia mcam still in love with you jaa. Tulaa, I minx FB dia you tkmau bg. Haaa. But if I am her, I would give you a second chancee. HEHE. Okay seriously, Im in love with that Beats by Dr. Dre. Miawwww. Gonna ask daddy to buy it for me :)

Okay okay, awak hensem lah skrg. Saya jeles sbb muka awak licin :P

byebye ols. jgan terliur tgk Encik Fuzz ni :)

XOXO.

Rei BD

★ Cintanyaa aku dekat budakkk tuuu :)

Okay, meet my past love, Danial Harith :)

Okay, lastnight skype-ing dgan retarded kid ni. Jk jk jk xD

Him ; Nur Raihan, I miss the old us. Do you?

Me ; Ish, apa ni? Hurm

Him ; Serius ni =,='

Me ; Yes I do. Always. Everytime.

Him ; You used to be everything. You're the prettiest of all. I know you the one. The star of my nights. I miss you we used to call ourself. Hurm. I wish that you could be mine again. Just one more time baby.

Me ; HAHA, no way. I am sorry. I couldn't be the one for you. Yes, I loves you. I do. Tp, I couldn't accept what have you done.

Him ; Okay. Just remember this. There's only one Raihan in my heart. There's only one girl in my life. There's only one smile that I missed. There's only one name that I love to write on. Its you and always be. I am not perfect without you by my side. You're my perfection. I am sorry for being harsh at the old time. Jealousy controls everything. You're a gifted from God to me. I love you, baby girl :)

Me ; *began to cry :')

I never ask you to love me. I never push myself to love you. I am happy with you by my side. Every beats, every seconds, every minutes, you always be the one. I don't want to be your number one, I just wanna be your only one. I love you for what you're not for what you be.

★ Happy 159 !

To dearest Umi Zahraa and Afini Nabilah. That bitch will be sorry for what she had wrote on her blog. Someday, I'm gonna meet her and kick her ass off. Alah, biasalah gaduh2 dlam friendship. If tk gduh, kita tkkan tau mna salah mna betoi. Completely, there's no one on this baby planet are perfect. So are you, HOE.

Hang ni apa masalah hg? Org tk cari pasai tk pyah laa nak gegeh sgt. Yg meqelaa sgt awt? Nampak sgt hg dok stalk aku. Yeah yeah, I know that I am filthy hot and you are just fucken jealous of me. Thanks thanks ! Surely :)

Org dh lama dh diam. Yg hg duk jd tenuk jugak dok post2 kt blog. Well kiddo, I'm no interested in fighting with you guys. Dhlaa gduh kt alam maya jaa. Puii, ain't that rare. You just got no guts to spill it out in real life. You don't know the real me. You don't know what type of enemy I could be. Just sit and shut the fuck up. I love to cursin. I really likes it. So, you're not that MULUT PUAKA lah. Takat ckap mcm budak tk tahwan, baik ckap dkat peqedu nyioq la wei. Dahlaa kanyiaq lg. Well bitches, MAJOR EEEEW. You bitches are just a mess. Where's your manners? What are you being this bullshit? Just, aku tk perlukan your apology. You are such a drama queen you know. Suka buat terok. You better dig ur own grave before I piss off. Got that douchebag? I don't hate you, you're the only who hates me. I know I know, I am pretty and you're not. Cuz, a girl always jealous of what other people got.

They're real friends that always support me from behind ;

Rafique ; ' Alaa baby tiny, they're just jealous of what you got. Their life are far way odd than yours. Pretty girl must live a hard life. Haters are everywhere. Live it, rock it, make it :) '

Baby DH ; ' Man, you got lotsa haters everyday. HAHA, you shud stop being gorgeous laa babe. Hahaha, those bitches got no work, thats why they're 'jaga tepi kain org'. Long live love :) '

Amylia ; ' Well , I've visited her blog . And yes , she's totally looking for a mess . HAHA . She deserve to die . Meng,

believe me that everythin' gonna be fine . I am here . If they hurt you , I'm gonna ask daddy to buy me

ticket and get my ass on the plane . Aku balik M'sia je, dorg mati terus . Dorg tak tahu kot kau gengster .

This is how life works . '

Xander ; ' Moshi moshii, ore wa Xander desu ka . Kikikiki . Those bitches are totally insane . Mcam budak bodoh je

Rei . Kau jangan la nak jd bongok jugak . Bia je laa dorg tuu. They got no life . Messin up is totally their

currently job . Ape gune duduk sekolah pandai if otak bodoh mcam seladang . A person who is madly

genius wouldn't find trouble . They will find the way out . Ah Rei , pedajal je budak2 baru nk up :D '

Oh dear prankstar, I am seriously missin you guys. What will I be without this insane playmates? Hahaha, I surely got no life with out you. You guys had saved my insanity about a billion of times. OH GOD, I missed you guys like crazy. I am the only one who are at Malaysiaaa. Korg suma dkat Australia and U.S. HEHE, sbb tu laa aku sorg jaa yg tanned :P

Thanks sbb video call tuu. Terharuu aku. Hurmm, eh, DH pun at Malaysia jugak. So I am not the onlyy oneee. Weeeheeee. Okay, I really have to go. I have to study (?) Yada yada, I love all of you, schoolmates and playmates.

P.s ; I know that you're stalking me, asshole. Yes you laa Syed Rafique Adha. Kau tahu tak, aku ada email and pass kau. Aku publickan baru tau. Biar awek cun tuu tahuu yg kau suka dia. Dahlaa kau pergi cakap bnda bukan2 dkat D. Aku maluu laa sarkas. I'm gonna cut ur pe*is. Really. After kau sampai sini, call me A.S.A.P tauu. Mak aku nak jumpak. Nak makan sekali. Aku sayang kau lah mat salleh celup. And send my regards to Uncle Kamal and Auntie Sophie and also kiss that baby boy with blue eyes too. Wanna meet him. Eh cakap congrats dekat Hannah and Scottie for the baby boy tauu. Muahhx. ( Lepas ni abah aku nak upgradekan phone aku ke BB. So boleh laaa BBM :D)

XOXO.

Rei BD

★ To the most hideous girl on this baby Earth, YOU !

Apa masalah hg dgan aku? AKu ingtkn hg diam ja lepas hg delete aku. Whats goin on doll? You miss me? Hg ingt sbb hg couple dgan ex BFF aku hg dh betui hebat laa? Duk jaja2 time aku minx maaf kt hg. Ni hinguih, hg ni lapaq luku kaa? Aku tk bnci hg, tp aku sakit hati. Its okay for me if you won't forgive me. Hell yeah, IDGAF really ! But I got a words for ya, ' The best revenge is forgiving'. Who are you to mess up with me?

To my dearest W, I got your words. I own your promises. You and her, fosho don't last forever. I do miss you and I hate this. I hate this mess where I can't see that smile anymore. I'm willing to do anything to see that smile again - even by killing my ownself. You meant the world to me. Really :') I am wishing the best for you and her even I don't really meant it. Hahas, You had me at Hello, Fi :) I miss the way you pujuk-ing me when I am bloody mad or sad. I love the way we karut-ing at late night. You know, I never met someone like you. Obviously, I loves you. But, you put the promises beside when you met her. Who shud be blame here? Me? I still remember all of your promises. But its okay, I won't be mad again. Aku paling terasa part hg compared aku dgan awek hg. Hahha, dh laa aku kurang suka dia. Hg plak duk buat lgutuu. Tp tkpa, I've learnt how to control anger now. Lastly aku nk ckap, aku msih pgg pda ayt aku. ' Even the world hates you, me, Rei, won't ever be like them. Look at me and smile. Lets rock and roll'. Aku kta ni time hg gduh dgan Kak Myna and aku tk ingt sapa. Then hg cheer up balik. Then aku ingt lg. Hg pernah tuleh nama Sasa, aku and Umi. Bila hg break dgan Sasa, aku number 1. Okay bangga. HEHE.

Thts all for now, byebyeeee. To my haters ' I am gorgeous. You looks like a granny, stop hatin. '

Xoxo,

Rei BD

★ Umi Zahraa

Duhh, aku mmg tak suka gaduh, tambah2 dgan hang. Sumpahh, aku rndu and sayang hg. Knapa hg kata aku buang hang? Neverr, aku bukan jenih manusia yg sng2 jaa melupakan. Wafi, dia yg buang aku. Sumpah Umi, aku NAK SETTLE. Okay lah, tak guna kan ckap dkat sni. Kita ckap dkat realiti so everything could be solved. I love you and I don't want this bullshit end us up. Seriously, hurmm. Takpalahh, hang dh meluat aku kan. Jaaaa, and aku tk pernah tuduh hg nah. Aku kta apa kt hg? Tobat aku tk paham. Hat psaii hang tnya mirah tuu, sumpah aku tak ckap. SUMPAHH !

Okay okay, byebye. Lotsa love from me <3

XOXO,

Rei BD

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