★ Hi Haters
The pain when a person that you didn't even know talk some whack about you. WELL BULLSHIT. READ THIS CLEARLY !

Why would I even care about your thoughts? That's the kinda shit, I avoid, like roadblock. Runnin your mouth like a mothafckin blowjob. But your girl's the one who took her fuckin clothes off. They say ' Raihan so belagak. Raihan so sombong. Raihan so loud. Raihan so . . . ' Still everything I put out, ya'll menonton. Screw ya'll, but I ain't gotta draw a maze. You can say whatcha wanna, but I will not change biatch.

You can hate me in the morning, in the evening. But I don't care. You can say whatcha wanna, do whatcha wanna. But but I don't care. And I don't care if I'm a douche. You just mad cuz I'm better than you. So you can hate me in the morning, hate me in the evening.

You can say what you like, whatever you like. In the day or the night, whenever you like. You can run your mouth, like its a freakin race. And you can smile and lie, straight at my freakin face. Cause I don't give a damn, bout what you talk about. Like how dope you are, and how you rock a crowd. What kinda car you drive and who you sleep with. Yo whatever you say to me you're still a dipshit.

Gua tak pernah kisah with all your hyphy clothes. Duit bapak kau belasah, belanja ugly hoes. Kalau lu nak benci gua, gua don't give a fuck. Suka hati lu lah lu nak perasan lu Tupac. Memang lu gangster, I know I'm not, dumb. But how are you a gangsta, you stayin with your mom. Fuck all the bullshit, gua bukan tandas. Go talk to someone else, gua pun dah malas.

P.S : SonaOne inspired me ~ HEHEHEH. OKAY WHATEVER. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. SO CIAO, BIATCH.

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★ Narathiwat :3

I miss ebelibodyy !

Windueww cangat. Dekat cane takdew line tawuu. Tak contact dengan capew capew puwn. Uhukx ~

Okay stop. HI HI HI :>
Please miss me pleasee :3

My vacation to Thailand is fine. Very fine. Walk at the beach, sleep in the 'kelambu', eat something that is rarely sell in Malaysia, laugh about something that is stupid, and yada yada so on ~
Its kinda fun you know. Spending some time with someone that we don't even know their existence. Someone like Aisyah and Aiman. Hehe. Those two, well my another cousin. They're so gorgeous. Seriously ! Aiman is 18 and Aisyah is 17. Mix macam I jugak lew yu ols. Cume dorg tak pandai cakap Melayu jew. Then I pulak tak pandai cakap Ciam eh Siam. Hehehe. So to communicate with em, I've to speak fully English. Yeap, its awkward at first but no no not anymore :>

Then my nieces ah I missed them :(
The youngest, Najihah talks a lot. Seriously. Haha, but I miss her the very much ! Uwaaa, mai laa rumah maklang. Sekarang jugak sekarang jugak ! Sobs.
Tapi duduk sana asyik makan dan makan dan makan. Tapi serious lansung tak shitting. PERUT DAH JADI MCAM BELON. SERIOUS WA CAKAP SAMA LU ! WA TAKUT OO TGK PERUT WA SENIRIK ! And balik sini baru laa dia start membuang. Arghh tension. Aku semakin gemuk. Bencinyaaaaaa !

Tapi satu benda yang aku tak tahan, RINDU KAT HANG LA PENDEK ! Serious rindu gila gila gila tahap gila punya rindu. GILA TAHAP MAKSIMA ! Hahaha x) Emm emm, then balik2 tuu gaduh. HAHA, org melawak dia duk buat serious. Sedih gila T__________T tapi takfe, kife fak kifah fun. Fuke hafi awak lew. Hihihi.

ACTUALLY I'M BORED TO DEATH
AND
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO !

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★ Kampung
Haih, esok nak balik Narrathiwatt. Suka tuu suka tapi tak boleh contact dengan sapa2. Sedih yu know sedih. Macam porebah elon ! Then tadi ehem aku mai bagi wabbit aku balik. Dia nak suruh bubuh lagu. Takpaa laaa. Then dia msj ' Hmm sory x sempat layan awak . Sory sgd2 . ' Aku tak kisah sangat sbb satgi dia nak mai balik. Then aku cakaplah takpa aku faham dia busy and stuff. Then dia msj lagi sekali ' Dh otw dh ni sayang :) ' AKU MACAM HAPPY GILA SBB SATGI AKU NAK UCAPKAN SELAMAT TINGGAL KAT DIA. UCAPAN SELAMAT TINGGAL YANG DIA TAKKAN LUPA. ECEH SEMBANG -.- tgk2 dia mai kalut2 then aku tgk FULAMAK DIA ANGKUT KAWAN2 DIA PENUH ! DAN AKU SANGAT HAMPA. Takpalah. Malas malas malas. Dia bukannya nak rindu aku pun. Aku sorg jaa yang rindu dia. Saja pun. Mmg pun. HERAN ! Lantak ah lantak.

SOMETIMES, TERASA AKU NI MCAM DIPERLUKAN TIME DIA NAK LAGU JA. TIME DIA NAK GUNA IPHONE. HMM. TAKPALAH, AKU POSITIF NI POSITIF. BAII NAK TIDOQ. MOOD AKU MELAYANG P GERMAN, DIA P CARI MARIUS LAUBER SAYANG MOMUAHH AKU ;3

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★ Amylia Qistina :')

Aku hmm, sorry for you. Seriously, aku rasa dia mmg douchebag~ Hey you know, you worth someones better. Yet, far way better than fucking stupid assness gaylord man ! Just now she BBM me and said that she broke up with him and she's sad to death when she knew that he's back with his ex. Ah that bitch, seriously Amy, you're better in every way if compared to that girl. I'm not saying this cuz I'm your bestie. If we're not even related, I'd say the same. Cuz that girl is a total whore. Sooner or later, she'd dump him. Trust me gorgie. I know that she would :)

Amy : Yan, I just hmm broke up with Danny. I missed him.
Its been 3 days we didn't contact and suddenly he asked
for it. Gawd :(
Me : Holyshit ! Like seriously dude? Come on, stop kidding. You're kidding
right?! o.O
Amy : You know, I was hoping that he's kidding. I was hoping
that this shit ain't real. I want him. Back !
HE SLAPPED ME. HE ASKED FOR
IT INFRONT OF OUR FRIEND. HE HOLDS HER HANDS
AND KISSED HER INFRONT OF US. JUST TO PROVE
THAT HE'S NO LONGER MINE! AND I HATE HIM FUCKIN BLOODY EFFINGLY MUCH !

KAU DANNY, SUMPAH KALAU AKU JUMPAK KAU AKU KERAT2 DICK KAU INTO PIECES! KAU DAH RASA KAU BAGUS LAA? YOU KNOW, KAU DAH COUPLE DGAN DIA ALMOST 3 YEARS. AND FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR LIFE. I CURSE YOU AND YOUR FUCKING DICK. SERIOUSLY MAN, YOU DON'T FUCKING DESERVE HER AT ALL. KEEP YOUR BLOODY CRUEL HANDS OFF HER ! YOU TOUCH HER AGAIN. I KILL YOU. I'M DEAD SERIOUS YOU FUCKIN EFF NIGGUH ! YOU KNOW, YOU SUIT THAT BLOODY WHORE THE BEST ! CUTE COUPLE. OMOMOMOMO, KAWAII KEPALA HOTAK KAU KAWAII ! MAYBE SEBELUM NI AMY BODOH, BUT SERIOUSLY, DIA TOLAK RAFEQ YANG FAR WAY PERFECT TUU SBB NOOBSHIT MACAM KAU ! SBB DIA CAKAP KAU BOLEH TAHAN LAMA DENGAN DIA. DIA BUANG PERASAAN DIA DEKAT AFEQ SBB KAU. KAU BODOH KAY KAU BODOH ! AND NOW, SHE'S PROBABLY WITH RAFEQ. POOR YOU. POOR YOU. KAU DAH DAPAT PEREMPUAN BAIK, KAU TINGGAL DIA UNTUK PEREMPUAN YANG SURELY AKAN TINGGAL KAU. WEH DOL, THAT MAYA IS FCKEN HOT. KAU TGK LAA DENGAN ASYRAFF BERAPA LAMA JA DORG COUPLE. BERCINTA MACAM NAK GILA. LAST2 MAYA JUMPAK LELAKI BARU. LEHAII AKU DAH CAKAP KAU BODOH. KAN DAH CAKAP. MANGKUKKK ! AND NOW, HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE IN THAT FUCKING HELL THAT YOU MADE. FUCK YOU DAMMIT !


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★ Sorry. Hmm
*sejuk hati tgk muka ehem aku ni*

Hihihi, hai hai hai dan hai hai hai ~ Assalamualaikum :)

Hmm hmm, aku hmm, aku post this thingy untuk hmm. I don't have to mention your name. I know that you know who you are *complicated-nya bunyi diaa* Okay firstly, I minx maaf *awkward laa nak ber ai yu ai yu ni* Err hmm, aku minx maaf laa. Aku tak reti nak jiwang2 dgan kau. Gomen ne. Aku minx maaf sbb tak cakap awal2 yang aku dah couple balik. Err, aku pun takdak sbb untuk nak cakap dkat kau. Sbb kau dah cakap dekat aku dulu2 yang kau taknak dengar anything about that person you used to call as 'jantan bodoh'. And sorry. Aku tak selesa dengan cara kau layan aku. Kita kawan baik, kenapa kau taknak admit yang kita cuma kawan baik? Hey, I love you. I never lied. I do care about you and yeah, I missed you, the old you. Hmm, but its nothing more than that. We're bestfriend and fullstop !

Aku benci bila Skype dgan kawan2 yang lain then kau tunjuk dekat semua orang yang kau bebal dgan aku. Weh pls, aku dah cakap kan dulu2. Jangan harap apa2. Bila aku on, kau tiba2 sakit perut laa, nak kemas bilik laa, nak buat homework la, nak lepak la apa laa. Aku cuba untuk cakap dengan kau. Aku cuba untuk faham kau. Kenapa kau tak pernah cuba? Aku sakit hati betulla dengan kau. Mmg aku banyak kali sakit hati dgan boyfriend aku and dammit, you got no rights to say something nonsense about him. Its between me and him and you my friend, you got nothing to do with it. Stay out of the line or else ! Kau pergi cakap dekat kawan2 kita yang aku ni main2kan kau. Lehaii budak ni. Aku baling nanti ! Hmm, aku tak main2 dgan kau. Dulu aku serious dengan kau. Kau yang main2 dgan aku. TAK FAHAM LEEE AKU DENGAN KAU NI ! BILA AKU AJAK LEPAK KAU CAKAP KAU BUSY. BILA AKU BUSY KAU TAK BOLEH NAK FAHAM PULAK.

SEKARANG NI AKU DAH MALAS BETUL NAK AMIK PORT. SUKA HATI KAU LAH NAK CAKAP APA FASAL AKU. KISAH PULAK KHEEENN AKU ! and again, im sorry. i couldnt be that someone. i really am sorry. i hate the fact that im missing you. bye.

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★ Cacat


Buuuyeaaahh ~

Dak dak, hai assalamualaikum :3

Semua org pun suka panggil aku cacat, gila, hyper, pendek, ketot, gelak sedut and stuff. Hmm, kebanyakannya nama ni mai drpada Pakdin. Dia mmg suka panggei aku dgan nama2 pelik pun. Sweet katanya. Biasalaa, org heartbreak. HAHA xD Dia jadi psycho semacam. Kdg2 aku risau jugak. Hewhew

Just now depa main2 kan aku. Yeah, aku pendek. Yeah pendek. Then Si Nadia ni dia tulis 'Raihan Gemoxx' dekat whiteboard. Hujung atas nunn. Pehtuu depa kata 'Woi Raihan, kalau boleh padam hang tinggi, lepas ni tk panggei dah pendek'. Then aku terkedek2 lompat mcam katak dalam tasik x_____________x Kesian aku k, kesian aku ~
At last, aku boleh padam. Hasil jinjat dan panjat tepi whiteboard. HAHA, aku nampak mcam budak gila tak baligh. Pehtu harini awat tetau dia jadi nak gila smcam. AI HEPI YU KNOW. Bery hepi ~ LOL x)

Pehtuu nak amik duit saham koperasi. Macam biasalaa, jalan bertiga *Umi, Raihan, Nadia*. Jalan sambil ligan cikgu Najib dan cikgu Haziq. Aku dah atoq ayat dah. Dah lama dah nak cakap. Dah lama dah nak tgk mata cantik tuu. Emmm, tapi sayang, lutut ketaq dit dit dit. Mcam nak rebah jatuh ke bumi. Pun boleh ~,~ Pehtuu give up. Tak jadi kcau. Pehtuu p dekat dewan. Nak p amik duit dekat cikgu Jah sayang yang yang ~ Then nampak Pakdin, aku 'pap' 'pap' blkg dia. Wahahah x) Syok oo. Then cikgu Jah tanya :

Cikgu Jah : Din dgan Raihan ni ada ehem2 hah?
Me : Pun boleh cikgu, saya mmg duk tggu Pakdin lama
dah, tapi dia tolak saya jatuh tergolek.
Pakdin : CIkgu jgan layan cakap org gila cikgu.
Me : Aku gila kat hang din *kenyit*
Cikgu Jah : HAHAHAHAHAH, sesuai laa hampa dua.
Comel jaa ~
Me : *renyih then ran away*

Aku mmg serious suka kacau anak teruna org. Serious. Mangsa utama aku, Amir Hakim diikuti dengan Syed Ikmal Hakim pehtuu Hanif, pehtuu Hazri Sharudin dan boleh dikatakan semua spesis lelaki di dalam kelas tuu mmg serabut kepala dgan aku. HAHA. Aku paling2 suka kacau Amir. Satgi bila kacau dia, dia srabut pala mesti dia angkat kening then angkat penumbuk kat aku. Serious anak Dahlan ni putih, tinggi dan handsome oh pandai ~

Me : Pliss jgan tolak cinta aku pliss.
Amir : Hang ni kalau tak gila sehari tak
boleh ka?!
Me : Tapi I shayang yu je~
Amir : Geli bodo ! Geli geli !
Me : Aku tak geletek hang pun
*sambil acah2 nak geletek dia*
Amir : Pliss Raihan kesian aku pliss.
Me : Satu hari nanti tgk2 kita kawin. Fuu bestnyee ~
Amir : JANGAN NAK MINX BENDA GILA
TIME TGH HUJAN !

Aku suka buat2 tersasul panggil Amir as sayang. HAHA x) pehtuu aku minx dia ajaq Math. Dia ajaq. Aku tenung mata dia, then dia amik buku tuu dia ketuk kepala aku. Dia mmg kasaq gila kot ~ LAGI AKU SUKA ! LAGI AKU MAU KACAU ! Bila nak jawab test, aku panggil 'psst psst Amir, aku sayang hang, buat yang terbaik untuk marriage kita' then dia buat2 mati. HAHAHA x)

DAH DAH, kbaiii ~kbaiii ~


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★ Hmm
*jangan tanya pesepa aku suka bubuh gambaq aku pakai tudung. nak tau psepa? sbb aku suka laa :P*

OKAY HI U OLS. I OLS SIHAT JEW ~

Hehehe, bila tulis ew ew ew ni teringat kat Amirul Husni. Dia cukup meluat bila aku type mcam tuu. Muehehe. Emm emm, aku aku emm aku couple balik dgan ehem. Tapi tapi, it ain't the same anymore. The way we text, the way we used to be ain't the same. Very awkward u___u I just hmm, whatever happens, I couldn't ask for a goodbye. If I'm madly fall for someone, I just could say those filthy words. I'll stay silent and wait for him to throw me away. I'm so stupid at a several moment. I just am that kiddo. Maybe bila hampa tgk gambaq aku kat FB, mcam aku ni gila cilaka punya cool. Tapi sebenarnya, ihikk, aku biace jew. HAHAHA x)

AND RIGHT NOW, AKU DAH BERSEDIA UNTUK KEHILANGAN DIA. SEHARI DIA TINGGAL AKU, DAN SEHARI TUU LAA AKU SPEND TIME UNTUK DIRI AKU. AKU PIKIAQ MASAK2. AKU TAU AKU BOLEH BUAT. SBB AKU SENTIASA ADA KAWAN2 AKU :)
Aku sentiasa ada, Nadia, Umi, Adly, Pakdin dan jugak Haziq. Depa tak pernah sekali pun tinggalkan aku sorg2. Tambah2 si Nadia, Adly and Umi. Sentiasa dengaq aku. Nasihat aku dan bagi harapan untuk aku. Kawan aku susah dan senang. Thanks weh hampa semua. Serious aku sayang hampa semua.

Adly slalu ckap, he don't deserve me at all. Adly slalu pesan dekat aku untuk lupakan dia dan move on. MACAM DIA LAA ! Yalaa, Adly aku ni dah jumpak pengganti kan. Hmm best laa. HAHA xD Since that incident, aku duk rasa mcam Adly dgan aku ni kembaq. Sbb cara kami kena tinggal mmg sama. HAHA x) Plus crush Adly ni sangat rapat dan ada kena mengena dgan BF aku. Muehehe. Tapi tgk Adly, skrg ni dia agak happy. Dia dah start suka dekat perempuan yang jauh lagi cantik, baik dan sopan daripada cik ehem kita. Sangat happy untuk beliau. Yeah, aku mmg sayang gila dekat Adly ni. Harituu dia menangis bersama aku. Hmm, sweet. Dan tak lupa jugak untuk Nad dan Umi, depa dua ni lagi gila. Yang sorg mmg dah benci dah dekat BF aku, yang sorg lagi aku tau dia tak suka jugak. HAHA x) mampuii p, kita tgk laa tera mana kan. Tapi weh hampa, AKU SAYANG DIA T___________T


OKAY BYE AKU NAK TIDOQ ESOK SEKOLAH WOI !

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★ Away
Hey baby baby sekalian :)

Everything is over :')
Last night, he asked for it. For the second time, guy dumped me. Its okay. Its okay. Its okay.

Please people, kalau you guys tak boleh nak lupakan your ex, jangan sesekali bagi harapan dekat orang lain. Jangan. Sangat menyakitkan. He's my first love and he ruined it. He don't love me, he just, I don't know. Hahah, what to do. I don't have any power to change his feeling. Whatever, I have to move on. I have to :)

It hurts me the most when people keep talking about her. I don't hate her sbb my love story. But I hate her for the other reason. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of being a fool. He gave me pain and tears. But I'm me, I couldn't hate him. Forever I won't. Aku faham sangat bila dia cakap dia still sayang aku tapi dia takut dia curang. Aku faham. Yalaa, skrg dia dah baik balik dengan ex dia. Dan dia maybe rasa dia ada chance lagi kot. HAHAH x)
Great ! Dah penat aku teriak. Dah penat aku bermuram. Sehari suntuk aku buat benda yang sama. Tetapi pls, jangan panggil saya sayang, jangan cakap awak sayang saya, jangan cakap awak rindu saya, jangan cakap macam awak kisah akan saya. Jangan bagi apa2 pun dekat saya. Pls amik balik baju awak. Saya takmau ingat apa2 lagi okay :') Saya tau, bukan senang untuk buang awak. Bukan senang untuk lupakan awak, yang dah menjadi half of me. Awak mainkan perasaan saya tanpa rasa belas kasihan. Tanpa rasa kesian. Kenapa? Kenapa buat macamni? Kalau awak cakap awal2 dulu. Saya boleh terima. Bukan skrg. Bukan masa untuk bermain2. Tapi terima kasih Ya Allah sbb tunjukkan aku perkara yang sebenar. Hah, I'm relieved.

And awak, tolong hentikan semua ni. Dah cukup saya menangis pasal awak. Dah cukup saya marah2 orang sbb awak. Saya tak boleh benci awak. Just let me live on for a while. Please leave me. Stop saying those sweet words. Stop it. I don't need it. Don't comfort me. Just stop it. You don't even mean it. You don't ! Stop lying !

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