★ Away
Hey baby baby sekalian :)

Everything is over :')
Last night, he asked for it. For the second time, guy dumped me. Its okay. Its okay. Its okay.

Please people, kalau you guys tak boleh nak lupakan your ex, jangan sesekali bagi harapan dekat orang lain. Jangan. Sangat menyakitkan. He's my first love and he ruined it. He don't love me, he just, I don't know. Hahah, what to do. I don't have any power to change his feeling. Whatever, I have to move on. I have to :)

It hurts me the most when people keep talking about her. I don't hate her sbb my love story. But I hate her for the other reason. I'm tired of being nice. I'm tired of being a fool. He gave me pain and tears. But I'm me, I couldn't hate him. Forever I won't. Aku faham sangat bila dia cakap dia still sayang aku tapi dia takut dia curang. Aku faham. Yalaa, skrg dia dah baik balik dengan ex dia. Dan dia maybe rasa dia ada chance lagi kot. HAHAH x)
Great ! Dah penat aku teriak. Dah penat aku bermuram. Sehari suntuk aku buat benda yang sama. Tetapi pls, jangan panggil saya sayang, jangan cakap awak sayang saya, jangan cakap awak rindu saya, jangan cakap macam awak kisah akan saya. Jangan bagi apa2 pun dekat saya. Pls amik balik baju awak. Saya takmau ingat apa2 lagi okay :') Saya tau, bukan senang untuk buang awak. Bukan senang untuk lupakan awak, yang dah menjadi half of me. Awak mainkan perasaan saya tanpa rasa belas kasihan. Tanpa rasa kesian. Kenapa? Kenapa buat macamni? Kalau awak cakap awal2 dulu. Saya boleh terima. Bukan skrg. Bukan masa untuk bermain2. Tapi terima kasih Ya Allah sbb tunjukkan aku perkara yang sebenar. Hah, I'm relieved.

And awak, tolong hentikan semua ni. Dah cukup saya menangis pasal awak. Dah cukup saya marah2 orang sbb awak. Saya tak boleh benci awak. Just let me live on for a while. Please leave me. Stop saying those sweet words. Stop it. I don't need it. Don't comfort me. Just stop it. You don't even mean it. You don't ! Stop lying !

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