★ Messed up
Why you just turn away when I need you? Please, tell me. If everyday, we keep on fighting, it'd come an end. Trust me. You always being a jerk. But I'm still being cool. But I know, I couldn't be cool forever, right? I love you and I love this relationship, US. But, did you? What is going on? I don't know you. No, not anymore. You're acting weird. If you've already 'muak' with me, just say so. Seriously, I'll be gone. I'm totally confuse of you.
For what we've been thru, I couldn't leave you. But I'm tired of you and your attitude. I want to be with the old you. The old person that I'm dating with. It seems so hard for you to treat me nicely. Why? Am I that hideous for you? AM I?! Look at me, I'm so miserable. Thinking of what I should do just to keep you with me. For what I've done to you, you never appreciate it. You never know how stubborn I am. You never know how childish I am. You never know how hard for me to keep on being patient and always being a fucking nice person just to be with you. Just to make you happy. I sacrifice my happiness for you. I sacrifice my pride and begging for your apology. Isn't it enough? You gave me a little of happiness but too much pain that I gain from you.
I didn't say that I'm good enough, NO. Just don't get me wrong. But I know, there's nobody could love and care about you like I do. There's nobody could stand with your cruel and harsh attitudes. Nobody could replace you. I told you that I'd love you for whatever you are. And yes, I'm keeping my words. I'm loving you with all my hearts and souls. I put my anger, temper, pride and happiness aside just to make sure that you're happy all the time. You said ' benda kecik pun awak merajuk'. Well awak, perkataan kasar awak tuu keterlaluan. Saya perempuan. Saya sensitif. Maybe saya selalu berkelakuan kasar tetapi deep inside me, I'm a soft-hearted person. Kalau saya merajuk, awak tak pernah pujuk. Awak akan buat saya lagi sakit hati. Saya bukan kawan awak ! I'm your fucking girlfriend !
OKAY DONE. YEAH MMG AWAK TAKKAN BACA PUN. SUKA HATI LAA. SEKARANG NI, SAYA DAH MALAS NAK BERLEMBUT DENGAN AWAK. SAMPAI BILA SAYA NAK MENGALAH. KALAU SAYA JAA YANG DUK JAGA RELATIONSHIP NI, ITS NOTHING THEN.
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