★ The one that I miss the most.
' Due to the fact that your lips on my lips. Just might as will be your foot on my throat. Holding back the hidden . "I love you"'s in all the songs that I've ever wrote '.
Ah, I miss this person so much. He used to sing me this song whenever I felt dumb or sad or down! But I know, you won't sing this anymore. Since you've left this world forever. I miss you so much. Even more than the sand in the desert. Even more than the tear that I'm having right now. I just don't know why. But you keep appearing in every dream, every night. I kept seeing you in the crowds. I really hate this. Eventho' I'm with AM right now but still, you're still inside me. Still. I couldn't erase you. You were always there, like a tattoo. It hurts so much when people talks about you. I saw your mom this morning. She kissed my forehead and told me that she missed me that very much. She missed me like she did toward you :')
If you're still here, I won't let you away. I will always love you and surely, I will never hurt you. Its not okay. I'm not okay. I barely have no words. Nothing could makes me feel okay. SAKIT!
And his swells have come to suck you
In and steal you away from me yet again.
To drown everything important
To assure you forgot about me.
I will.
So it won't hurt so bad to see you love again.
So it won't hurt so bad to watch as you forget about me.
Before he left me, he sang this over and over again. I don't know why. But I didn't understand him at all. I even yelled at him. I said that he's the most dumbest guy ever and I'm the dumbest girl for accepting him. I even said to him 'motherfucker'. But he kept smiling and acts like nothing is happening.
Ah yg ni fave ni. Slalu sgt menyanyi lagu ni atas kereta, while Sara * kakak dia * is driving :')
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
No one ever treat me this way. Tak pernah sekali pun terasa begitu istimewa :')
He said that he would never touched me. And yes, he DIDN'T. Dia pernah pgg tangan jaa. Tuu pun sekali ja. Time last jumpak dia. He knee down and kissed my hand. He said that nothing could ever replace me. He will love me till his last breath. And so he did. I'm the first and the last person in his life. The only girl that ever he fall for. The only girl that makes him cry. The only girl. Everything :')
And smpai skrg, saya tak boleh lupa awak. Kdg2 jaa saya boleh, kdg2 saya lemah sgt. I don't know why. But janji ttp janji kan? Saya akn lupakan awak dan saya berjanji untuk berhenti menangis sbb awak. Awak paksa saya untk buat mcmtuu. Awak paksa saya! Tapi, I'm not the type of person that breaks promises. I have to :')
Whatever happens, you'd be the best :'D
This layout is created by
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
← Back to the blog?