★ Hijab
Oh Assalamualaikum hadirin dan hadirat yang dihormati,
Lets talk about hijab :)
Okay, eh yeah, I surely does want to wear it. Like really. This shit ain't joke. Okay, no dirty words :)
Umm, I want to but, I got a problem with it. Tak payah la tau. Cuma kawan2 yang tau ja tau. *okay, ayat pariapa di situu. Okay I admit, I'm not even bits but lots of envy to every Muslimah with hijab. But someone told me, 'sometimes kan, kita kena lawan jugak kalau kita nak berubah :)'

Well, aku takmau laaa kan, stg bila pakai, ada jaa hat nak mogok dgan aku. Buat demotrasi tak senonoh kan. People, tlg la paham. Pretty please? Aku dah tak larat nak tanggung dosa aku. Banyak sngt. Bukan sehelai rambut aku tunjuk. Satu kepala -.- I know that daddy don't have any problem with it. He likes me that way. Manis gituu >,<
Hurm, but :( I wish that there's not BUT. Takpaaaa, aku dah ckap, limit aku tak pakai tudung until 16 saja. SIXTEEN OKAI? So after sixteen. Yuh dont eva ask me na'aa wear it duzzzz. I just love girls with hijab. I'm not gay of sumthing. But really, the looks sweet and even sweeter. Oh semut, jauh2 :P

Cantik saja kan. Aku suka mcm Nadia Ariff, Umi Zahraa and also, kwan2 Ijah gemok gedempol. Yang apa nama Intan, Ain and Fatimah kot. Aku suka bucu kat tudung tuu. HAAHA. Aku taktau nama dia. Serkop kot. HAHA. Takpa2, takyah cakap. Geli aku. Serkop -,- Macam salah eja jaa. Wahahaha. These quotes, I love it like crazayy.

Changing for good is not a sins though it will cost you tears and blood for the start.
There's always a room for improvement.

Tapi aku tau, bila aku pakai nanti, aku akan rasa aku tak cantik sbb at that time, laki mmg takkan USHA aku lagi. Bgusla, dah takdak tikuih2 kan. Unless tudung tuu takdapat sorok KESEGAKKAN AKU kan. KHENNN? HAHAH, tolong la muntah darah sekarang. Tapi aku tau, aku jugak akan berasa nak kembali ke zaman lama. Zaman hippies. Wateva, aku jugak akan rasa tergoda, dekat Chinese handsome (sama ja time tak pakai tudung :P) huehue, aku jugak akan rasa nak cabuit tudung aku. Aku akan rasa tak selesa sbb dua lagi masih feqii hairrr. HAHA. Who cares :P

Dear God, save me. Take me away from this life full of sins. Stop me from making any stupid things that will cause your anger. Save me dear God. I know that I always have you. But before this, I'm too blind to see your existence. I know that I've been a bad person before this. I've caused mess to others life
I've made too many sins. Its uncountable. Even more than the sands in the desert. Forgive me,
my Lord. Forgive me. I am just a slave. I don't deserve this. Money blinded me. I am too
greed and I never think of You. I'm begging you, please let me live and repent. Don't take my breath away.
I am not ready. Alhamdullilah, whenever I'm in peace. Allahhuakhbar when ever I was in a great shock.
Laillahailallah, whenever I saw something that betray You. Subhanallah, whenever I saw a beautiful, amazing things that created by you. I need nothing else. Really. I just need you now, tomorrow, forever and eternity. Your love is
everything that I need now dear God. I've caused Your anger a lot of times. Its time for me to repent
and believe in your promises, loves, and guidance :')

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