★ My most sweet lover
I am so lonely. Deep inside me, I could feel the fear. The part when I think that I'm gonna lose you. I don't want any goodbye from you. Just say what you wanna say. I am right here, ready to hear every single thing that you're gonna spill out. Eventho it hurts me high and low. I am barely ready for it. Do you still love her? I know, even if you keep denying it. I'm a girl, even I always look strong and cool but still, I am a girl. I'm cruelly sensitive.

But when I ask about her, you always felt comfortable with it. You always deny the feeling towards her. I'll set you free if you willing to tell me the truth. You kept on posting about her. Always say that you're too late. No, you won't be too late if you tell the truth. I love you. But I'm a type of person that will do anything for others happiness. I saw her wall post about you. I cried bcuz I felt so bad. I think that I'm the third person of your love story. I'm the 'pengkacau' and stuff. It hurts me well. That is why I become this such of thing. Bila message just balas sikit2. You, is it necessary for me to dump you? Just to be with her? This is killing me. Just talk to me. What is happening? You tak boleh lupa dia, cakap lah. Tak payah la nak simpan2. I am not your barbie doll.

'Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you '


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