★ Lagu.
Somehow, I miss you. Your smile always haunt my night. Can I have you back? Just one last time and please dump me again. Hurm. Yet, I miss those cheering voice. Oh, why should guys treat me this way? I guess that this the last time for me being in any serious relationship. Well, marilah kembali ke zaman dahulu. Di mana, aku bermain dgan setiap kepal perasaan.

Hah, perlukah aku menunjukkan rasa belas kasihan walhal mereka tidak pernah sekali pun mengasihani aku. Aku tidak ingin melakukan sedemikian. Wahaha. Tetapi hati jahat ku tetap berbisik. Oh Raihan, KARMA. Takmaulaa main2. Biaq ni last kapel. So my next BF, please don't put too high hope on me cuz I am not ready for any of this shit. Well, being me is hard. All I need is perfection. Ceh. Okay aku tipu.

You break my heart TWICE. First when you compare her and me. Second when you said ' I'm not ready for a serious relationship. I guess we should broke off '. It hurts me a lot. No matter how many time you said sorry. But this piece of heart couldn't forget those meaningful words. I'm sorry. I am not her. I can't be her. Really.

Time heals baby. Thats what sis told me. I guess so. Cuz I feel better than before. I'm relieved. I still have God :')
He would always hear me. He could always take this pain away. He's my Creator aite? A friend said to me ;

Ayan ; Raihan dear, kenapa kau tak ubah sayang kau terhadap sesama manusia kepada sayang Tuhan.
I promise you by doing that, kau boleh lupa dia :)
Me ; Oh, I'll try. So I have to leave everything.
Ayan ; No gigs, no more those loud band. NO MORE.
Me ; Well.

Tak senang nak tinggal WHOLE LIFE untk something NEW like this. Aurat, gigs, and whatever. Serious aku cakap. TAK SENANG. Rmai org nmpak mcm aku just a normal teen. Well I'm not. I'm a bit wild and yeah loud. Wild bukan mcmtuu okay. But bnda pnting skali, aku still VIRGIN. So don't ever say that I'm a bitch :)


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