★ I'm sorry

I hate to know this, a harsh truth. What can I say now? I'm kinda regret for letting you go. Seeing you happy with another girl ain't cool for me. I miss you. I'm terribly hurt by you. I love you since I'm in form 1. Really. A true love can't bloom in my cold heart. I'm sorry cuz I've done a terrible thing. I couldn't find the word to say. I'm still searching. Forget me, forget us while I'm still searching the best word for you. You've stolen my heart. Please don't walk away after you've take my heart away.

Don't give me that smile anymore. It means everything for me. The smile that always melt me. Don't, no more. You're my nightmare. I just can't hold this anymore. I'm tired and fucking sick. I even can't manage my anger. I can't be the old Rei after I saw your default. I never seen a smile that could light my world. I've tried to forget you but umm. I couldn't find the way out.

Why can't we be happy? Why can't we ?! You're everything before this. I've lost everything and there's nothing to be lose anymore. I never trust a guy more than you. I always miss you and I couldn't stop thinking about you. Call me crazy. Stop messaging me. Stop it. Wtf with FF? I thought it was ur Firdaus Fauzi. But not. Its Firdaus Fara. HAHA.

GREAT isn't? Jangan buat macam happy. Sebab aku tak happy okay? Kalau hang nak happy, hang sorang sudah laa. Aku dah tak boleh nak happy happy lagi. Aku sakit hati. Aku sumpah sedih. Kenapa perlu bagi harapan lagi?! Aku tak perlukan. Okay? Jangan cakap hang call aku saja-saja. Hang mesej aku, bila tak reply, hang call. Why?! Just enough laa. If you can't love me, just say it. I don't mind. Really.

"Love isn't about to own him in reality but in heart, its eternity"- Siti Nurnadzurah.

I want to smile always, even this pain are killing me. Can't you see? I'm dying. I'm lying without a sound. Its killing me again. Don't turn back sayang. Past won't be repeated. Don't worry. I won't bother your relationship. Just remember this, I love youu always. Aku tak berani nak cakap ni bila hang tanya aku, kalau hang baca, hang tau laa okay? Hurmm, bye

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