★ Syed Rafique Adha
' Ayann ! Hurry up aku dah dekat luar rumah ni , dgan Xan and Amy ! Fiacckkk hurryyy upp ! >,< '
Hahaha, ni mesej Rafeq ! Suka kejan2 aku. Dgan baru bangun tidoq apa semua. Then about 15 minutes later *aku bukan perempuan tepu yang bersiap lambat k!* Then p amik apple dekat dlam peti ais dan keluar. Rafeq punya muka baik punya duk senyum2. HAHA and aku lari p kat dia and jerit2 ' Woii punnndeeekk I miss you so babi damn much woiii ' and jerit2 mcam org kena histeria. HAHAHA x)
Then naik kereta otw p Penang katanya then I said, no way ! Almost 7 dah. Takmau balik lewat sbb nanti letih blablabla then went to SP. Lebih kurang jaa ==' Then mcam biasa, p starbucks. Hikhok Rafeq treats me some Caramel Ice Blended and Donut ! Erghh aku benci kau sbb buat aku gemuk wahai Rafeq !!! Then naik kereta nak p cari port hat best. Balik AS. HEHE. Then aku tertidur. Rafeq duk check gambaq. Then dia menjerit ' Woii Xann kau tgk ni, Ayan si hidung babi wehhh! ' then terbangun. Cibeii kau mat ~
Time dekat Gurun, aku bangun, then lagu 'All That You Need by Ay Cad' dimainkan. And I knew it was him. Actually I was mad at him. Then Rafeq larikan phone aku -,-' Then sbb geram aku tumbuk perut dia. Hmm tak sempat angkat and bunyi HIKHOKKK means msj dari dia. HAHA x) ' Sayang , angkt laa phone pliss ? Hmm takmau laa mcamni :/ ' Then I called him back. And blablablabla. Done, aku bukannya merajuk sangat pun. Tapi aku malas nak layan org jaa :P
Then p Gemilang sbb Rafeq lapaq burger. Hehehe, makan apa semua then PERGI TGK PONDAN ! AKTIVITI MALAM AKU YANG PALING ERGHHHH WICKED ! HAHAHA x) Then pondan tuu ckap Rafeq hensem blablabla then Rafeq nak tngkap gmbaq. So jeng3. JANGAN SAMPAI AKU PUBLISH EH RAFEQ :P Amy and Rafeq sebok bermesra. Bergedik2. Aku dgan Xan boleh tgk jaa. HAHAHA x) Then I wipe Xan's face and said to him ' Aww, when you grow up someday, don't forget that I love you ' ACTUALLY DRAMA PERLI AMY AND Ruff-eq. HAHA. Okay, we're kinda close and always teasing each other and dulu2. I got that sort of weird feeling towards Xan. HAHA. But no not anymore ;)
I got my sweetcherryblossomsweetcandymarshmallowheartbeat Ahmad Muzaffar ;)
And Ruff, Amy and Xan didn't believe that we've been thru the relationship for 5months and almost 6 :)
They said that Muzaffar feed me Nasik Kangkang. HAHA. That is so typical guys. Haha, no its me that Kangkang him. Err not that such of kangkang. NASIK KANGKANG OKAY ! And I hope that our friendship lasts forever ;') And thanks to Xan for singing those beautiful songs. Iloveyouuuuuuguys more than I love my ownself. Please note that and believe me, you guys are seriously the bestest human being that I've ever known. Lots of love from me, your dearest Ayan ;)
★ Waitin'
*hahaha, tetiba teringat dekat Marius Lauber :3*Ah wokehh! Actually, I'm waitin for 12am ! Weeeeee, 5 months already! This is my first time being in a serious relationship. Huwaaaa, yang paling bertahan ! Hihikkkk :* thanks sayang ! Thank youuu. Saya sayang awakkk sangat2. Terima kasih sbb melayan saya, sabaq dengan saya, BUAT SAYA SAKIT HATI, BUAT SAYA MENANGIS, buat saya senyum, buat saya bahagia and the most important, thanks for being the reason why I'm living this life bombastically ! Muahh, love you much much and muchier ! HAHAHA x)
Okay ignore about that stuff. Well, abah just bought us a Bengal Kitty Cat :)
It was named as Angus, because it loves to scratch me and kinda err fierce. But I love to kiss him and bite him ! Yawww, I'm so into it. Wiwiwiwiw, and I don't even text my BF. Because I'm too busy playin with it ! Hihihi, sorry cupcakes, Angus just replaced you. You ain't cute like him. Booo you :P Okay naw, me have to go. Me wants to write an essay hahaha x) okay dope, shit ass or whatever dipshit, me gotta go. Byebye, lep yuhh gangsta !
★ Hi Haters
The pain when a person that you didn't even know talk some whack about you. WELL BULLSHIT. READ THIS CLEARLY !Why would I even care about your thoughts? That's the kinda shit, I avoid, like roadblock. Runnin your mouth like a mothafckin blowjob. But your girl's the one who took her fuckin clothes off. They say ' Raihan so belagak. Raihan so sombong. Raihan so loud. Raihan so . . . ' Still everything I put out, ya'll menonton. Screw ya'll, but I ain't gotta draw a maze. You can say whatcha wanna, but I will not change biatch.
You can hate me in the morning, in the evening. But I don't care. You can say whatcha wanna, do whatcha wanna. But but I don't care. And I don't care if I'm a douche. You just mad cuz I'm better than you. So you can hate me in the morning, hate me in the evening.
You can say what you like, whatever you like. In the day or the night, whenever you like. You can run your mouth, like its a freakin race. And you can smile and lie, straight at my freakin face. Cause I don't give a damn, bout what you talk about. Like how dope you are, and how you rock a crowd. What kinda car you drive and who you sleep with. Yo whatever you say to me you're still a dipshit.
Gua tak pernah kisah with all your hyphy clothes. Duit bapak kau belasah, belanja ugly hoes. Kalau lu nak benci gua, gua don't give a fuck. Suka hati lu lah lu nak perasan lu Tupac. Memang lu gangster, I know I'm not, dumb. But how are you a gangsta, you stayin with your mom. Fuck all the bullshit, gua bukan tandas. Go talk to someone else, gua pun dah malas.
P.S : SonaOne inspired me ~ HEHEHEH. OKAY WHATEVER. I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. SO CIAO, BIATCH.
★ Narathiwat :3
I miss ebelibodyy !
Windueww cangat. Dekat cane takdew line tawuu. Tak contact dengan capew capew puwn. Uhukx ~
Okay stop. HI HI HI :>
Please miss me pleasee :3
My vacation to Thailand is fine. Very fine. Walk at the beach, sleep in the 'kelambu', eat something that is rarely sell in Malaysia, laugh about something that is stupid, and yada yada so on ~
Its kinda fun you know. Spending some time with someone that we don't even know their existence. Someone like Aisyah and Aiman. Hehe. Those two, well my another cousin. They're so gorgeous. Seriously ! Aiman is 18 and Aisyah is 17. Mix macam I jugak lew yu ols. Cume dorg tak pandai cakap Melayu jew. Then I pulak tak pandai cakap Ciam eh Siam. Hehehe. So to communicate with em, I've to speak fully English. Yeap, its awkward at first but no no not anymore :>
Then my nieces ah I missed them :(
The youngest, Najihah talks a lot. Seriously. Haha, but I miss her the very much ! Uwaaa, mai laa rumah maklang. Sekarang jugak sekarang jugak ! Sobs.
Tapi duduk sana asyik makan dan makan dan makan. Tapi serious lansung tak shitting. PERUT DAH JADI MCAM BELON. SERIOUS WA CAKAP SAMA LU ! WA TAKUT OO TGK PERUT WA SENIRIK ! And balik sini baru laa dia start membuang. Arghh tension. Aku semakin gemuk. Bencinyaaaaaa !
Tapi satu benda yang aku tak tahan, RINDU KAT HANG LA PENDEK ! Serious rindu gila gila gila tahap gila punya rindu. GILA TAHAP MAKSIMA ! Hahaha x) Emm emm, then balik2 tuu gaduh. HAHA, org melawak dia duk buat serious. Sedih gila T__________T tapi takfe, kife fak kifah fun. Fuke hafi awak lew. Hihihi.
ACTUALLY I'M BORED TO DEATH
AND
I DON'T FUCKING KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO !
★ Kampung
Haih, esok nak balik Narrathiwatt. Suka tuu suka tapi tak boleh contact dengan sapa2. Sedih yu know sedih. Macam porebah elon ! Then tadi ehem aku mai bagi wabbit aku balik. Dia nak suruh bubuh lagu. Takpaa laaa. Then dia msj ' Hmm sory x sempat layan awak . Sory sgd2 . ' Aku tak kisah sangat sbb satgi dia nak mai balik. Then aku cakaplah takpa aku faham dia busy and stuff. Then dia msj lagi sekali ' Dh otw dh ni sayang :) ' AKU MACAM HAPPY GILA SBB SATGI AKU NAK UCAPKAN SELAMAT TINGGAL KAT DIA. UCAPAN SELAMAT TINGGAL YANG DIA TAKKAN LUPA. ECEH SEMBANG -.- tgk2 dia mai kalut2 then aku tgk FULAMAK DIA ANGKUT KAWAN2 DIA PENUH ! DAN AKU SANGAT HAMPA. Takpalah. Malas malas malas. Dia bukannya nak rindu aku pun. Aku sorg jaa yang rindu dia. Saja pun. Mmg pun. HERAN ! Lantak ah lantak. SOMETIMES, TERASA AKU NI MCAM DIPERLUKAN TIME DIA NAK LAGU JA. TIME DIA NAK GUNA IPHONE. HMM. TAKPALAH, AKU POSITIF NI POSITIF. BAII NAK TIDOQ. MOOD AKU MELAYANG P GERMAN, DIA P CARI MARIUS LAUBER SAYANG MOMUAHH AKU ;3
★ Amylia Qistina :')
Aku hmm, sorry for you. Seriously, aku rasa dia mmg douchebag~ Hey you know, you worth someones better. Yet, far way better than fucking stupid assness gaylord man ! Just now she BBM me and said that she broke up with him and she's sad to death when she knew that he's back with his ex. Ah that bitch, seriously Amy, you're better in every way if compared to that girl. I'm not saying this cuz I'm your bestie. If we're not even related, I'd say the same. Cuz that girl is a total whore. Sooner or later, she'd dump him. Trust me gorgie. I know that she would :)
Amy : Yan, I just hmm broke up with Danny. I missed him.
Its been 3 days we didn't contact and suddenly he asked
for it. Gawd :(
Me : Holyshit ! Like seriously dude? Come on, stop kidding. You're kidding
right?! o.O
Amy : You know, I was hoping that he's kidding. I was hoping
that this shit ain't real. I want him. Back !
HE SLAPPED ME. HE ASKED FOR
IT INFRONT OF OUR FRIEND. HE HOLDS HER HANDS
AND KISSED HER INFRONT OF US. JUST TO PROVE
THAT HE'S NO LONGER MINE! AND I HATE HIM FUCKIN BLOODY EFFINGLY MUCH !
KAU DANNY, SUMPAH KALAU AKU JUMPAK KAU AKU KERAT2 DICK KAU INTO PIECES! KAU DAH RASA KAU BAGUS LAA? YOU KNOW, KAU DAH COUPLE DGAN DIA ALMOST 3 YEARS. AND FUCK YOU! FUCK YOUR LIFE. I CURSE YOU AND YOUR FUCKING DICK. SERIOUSLY MAN, YOU DON'T FUCKING DESERVE HER AT ALL. KEEP YOUR BLOODY CRUEL HANDS OFF HER ! YOU TOUCH HER AGAIN. I KILL YOU. I'M DEAD SERIOUS YOU FUCKIN EFF NIGGUH ! YOU KNOW, YOU SUIT THAT BLOODY WHORE THE BEST ! CUTE COUPLE. OMOMOMOMO, KAWAII KEPALA HOTAK KAU KAWAII ! MAYBE SEBELUM NI AMY BODOH, BUT SERIOUSLY, DIA TOLAK RAFEQ YANG FAR WAY PERFECT TUU SBB NOOBSHIT MACAM KAU ! SBB DIA CAKAP KAU BOLEH TAHAN LAMA DENGAN DIA. DIA BUANG PERASAAN DIA DEKAT AFEQ SBB KAU. KAU BODOH KAY KAU BODOH ! AND NOW, SHE'S PROBABLY WITH RAFEQ. POOR YOU. POOR YOU. KAU DAH DAPAT PEREMPUAN BAIK, KAU TINGGAL DIA UNTUK PEREMPUAN YANG SURELY AKAN TINGGAL KAU. WEH DOL, THAT MAYA IS FCKEN HOT. KAU TGK LAA DENGAN ASYRAFF BERAPA LAMA JA DORG COUPLE. BERCINTA MACAM NAK GILA. LAST2 MAYA JUMPAK LELAKI BARU. LEHAII AKU DAH CAKAP KAU BODOH. KAN DAH CAKAP. MANGKUKKK ! AND NOW, HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LIFE IN THAT FUCKING HELL THAT YOU MADE. FUCK YOU DAMMIT !
★ Sorry. Hmm
*sejuk hati tgk muka ehem aku ni*
Hihihi, hai hai hai dan hai hai hai ~ Assalamualaikum :)
Hmm hmm, aku hmm, aku post this thingy untuk hmm. I don't have to mention your name. I know that you know who you are *complicated-nya bunyi diaa* Okay firstly, I minx maaf *awkward laa nak ber ai yu ai yu ni* Err hmm, aku minx maaf laa. Aku tak reti nak jiwang2 dgan kau. Gomen ne. Aku minx maaf sbb tak cakap awal2 yang aku dah couple balik. Err, aku pun takdak sbb untuk nak cakap dkat kau. Sbb kau dah cakap dekat aku dulu2 yang kau taknak dengar anything about that person you used to call as 'jantan bodoh'. And sorry. Aku tak selesa dengan cara kau layan aku. Kita kawan baik, kenapa kau taknak admit yang kita cuma kawan baik? Hey, I love you. I never lied. I do care about you and yeah, I missed you, the old you. Hmm, but its nothing more than that. We're bestfriend and fullstop !
Aku benci bila Skype dgan kawan2 yang lain then kau tunjuk dekat semua orang yang kau bebal dgan aku. Weh pls, aku dah cakap kan dulu2. Jangan harap apa2. Bila aku on, kau tiba2 sakit perut laa, nak kemas bilik laa, nak buat homework la, nak lepak la apa laa. Aku cuba untuk cakap dengan kau. Aku cuba untuk faham kau. Kenapa kau tak pernah cuba? Aku sakit hati betulla dengan kau. Mmg aku banyak kali sakit hati dgan boyfriend aku and dammit, you got no rights to say something nonsense about him. Its between me and him and you my friend, you got nothing to do with it. Stay out of the line or else ! Kau pergi cakap dekat kawan2 kita yang aku ni main2kan kau. Lehaii budak ni. Aku baling nanti ! Hmm, aku tak main2 dgan kau. Dulu aku serious dengan kau. Kau yang main2 dgan aku. TAK FAHAM LEEE AKU DENGAN KAU NI ! BILA AKU AJAK LEPAK KAU CAKAP KAU BUSY. BILA AKU BUSY KAU TAK BOLEH NAK FAHAM PULAK.
SEKARANG NI AKU DAH MALAS BETUL NAK AMIK PORT. SUKA HATI KAU LAH NAK CAKAP APA FASAL AKU. KISAH PULAK KHEEENN AKU ! and again, im sorry. i couldnt be that someone. i really am sorry. i hate the fact that im missing you. bye.
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